Something must have hit me in the head
I just know a little bit more about myself today. I learn that I got really, REALLY frustrated if I didn't do anything productive for one day when I have so much things to do. I have assignments, I just started one while I have 3 right now. Plus, I didn't know being secretary would be this difficult. I kind of losing passion in the event we are working, because I don't believe myself if I can do my job properly.
Last time I can do anything last minute, why am I being frustrated now? I want to do things early because I don't want to be stressed and pushed to the limit in last minute but now I am doing it early and still no difference. I used to do something without planning it, or I'll be EXTRA flexible with my plan but now If I can't stick to my plan of the day, then I'll become real upset. Stupid. I feel like I have changed a lot in the last 2 years, but I also feel like I'm not improving anything at all..D'oh!!
Last time I can do anything last minute, why am I being frustrated now? I want to do things early because I don't want to be stressed and pushed to the limit in last minute but now I am doing it early and still no difference. I used to do something without planning it, or I'll be EXTRA flexible with my plan but now If I can't stick to my plan of the day, then I'll become real upset. Stupid. I feel like I have changed a lot in the last 2 years, but I also feel like I'm not improving anything at all..D'oh!!