My take on just waking up on my birthday
At around 9 o'clock last night, I just got fed up and went to sleep. No one had called me to do anything and everyone that I would hang out with is out of town. So needless to say I was bored.
Now that I'm awake and it’s officially my birthday. I can't help but to feel a little emptier inside. I have a good feeling about this year like 19 will be a amazing altogether, and I'm going to do some awesome things, but this day is going to be hell. So far it’s boding nothing but depression. I think I just want someone to make me a big deal like I do so often for others. In the end I guess I just feel like I don't matter to anyone…
I think this is why I had such a problem with having a BF. I just want to feel like I'm important to someone. Don't get me wrong. I love myself bunches! But, from time to time, I wanna feel like someone else does too? I can't be alone in this…
I wonder what the chances are that I'll actually get something that I *really* want today..
Now that I'm awake and it’s officially my birthday. I can't help but to feel a little emptier inside. I have a good feeling about this year like 19 will be a amazing altogether, and I'm going to do some awesome things, but this day is going to be hell. So far it’s boding nothing but depression. I think I just want someone to make me a big deal like I do so often for others. In the end I guess I just feel like I don't matter to anyone…
I think this is why I had such a problem with having a BF. I just want to feel like I'm important to someone. Don't get me wrong. I love myself bunches! But, from time to time, I wanna feel like someone else does too? I can't be alone in this…
I wonder what the chances are that I'll actually get something that I *really* want today..