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O I really don't have anything too much to report, but I am half falling asleep at work so I figured might as well
Carrie is setting up a poker night for this saturday, should be good times, I am missing an old friends bachelor party for it which is more then a little disappointing but ahh well, carrie has been planning this thing forever and it actually seems like it can happen this weekend...
I have recently found out I miss playing poker a ridiculous amount...went to the casino last weekend a lost a bit of money, I realized then how out of practice I actually am...Played like a donkey, and ran into shitty ass luck, for example flopping bottom 2 pair, when another player flopped top two pair...my pocket kings losing to 9 4 suited...shit like that...but I realized in one hand that I wasn't even thinking like I used to...I was sitting there, looking at the cards on the table and thinking...what the hell am I even doing in this pot...
anyways, on a more serious note...my job scares the shit out of me...I am about to start a job that requires me to design a Horizontal lifeline system that will be placed on top of the MacKay Bridge...I have only ever designed one of these systems before and it was here...one shitty part about this is my boss can't check my notes but they do have to be submitted to our client...The scary part is how High profile this job is...This is quite possibly my worst nightmare...in an Ideal world this system will never actually need any strength for it only becomes in use in the event of a fall...but if this fall happens and the system fails...it will no doubt result in a death...and that death would more or less be all on me...I don't know how I could continue to live with myself if that were to happen...anyways let's hope it doesn't come to that...
guess that's it for now...25 minuets to paydirt...ugh
Carrie is setting up a poker night for this saturday, should be good times, I am missing an old friends bachelor party for it which is more then a little disappointing but ahh well, carrie has been planning this thing forever and it actually seems like it can happen this weekend...
I have recently found out I miss playing poker a ridiculous amount...went to the casino last weekend a lost a bit of money, I realized then how out of practice I actually am...Played like a donkey, and ran into shitty ass luck, for example flopping bottom 2 pair, when another player flopped top two pair...my pocket kings losing to 9 4 suited...shit like that...but I realized in one hand that I wasn't even thinking like I used to...I was sitting there, looking at the cards on the table and thinking...what the hell am I even doing in this pot...
anyways, on a more serious note...my job scares the shit out of me...I am about to start a job that requires me to design a Horizontal lifeline system that will be placed on top of the MacKay Bridge...I have only ever designed one of these systems before and it was here...one shitty part about this is my boss can't check my notes but they do have to be submitted to our client...The scary part is how High profile this job is...This is quite possibly my worst nightmare...in an Ideal world this system will never actually need any strength for it only becomes in use in the event of a fall...but if this fall happens and the system fails...it will no doubt result in a death...and that death would more or less be all on me...I don't know how I could continue to live with myself if that were to happen...anyways let's hope it doesn't come to that...
guess that's it for now...25 minuets to paydirt...ugh