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Today was the big 18, It didn't feel no different then any other day really. I woke up to Tyler and Sergio in my room, it was a little strange but I am grateful for them. Today so far has been a lame day really. I didn't even do anything so far. I felt like shit for most part of the day due to the anxiety, I didn't even go out to dinner because I felt like shit. I felt so much better yesterday, yesterday was such a good day everyone was at johns even if it was for just a Half hour, I still got to see everyone and just hang out. Today just has been terrible really, I'm sick and tired of feeling like this. I wish for a different life