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Sometimes the loneliness gets to me. I mean I spend my days enjoying the company of classmates and having conversations left and right. But at the end of the day, it's just me and Allie, and not only does Allie have a boyfriend, but when she goes back to the place that she calls home, there are tons of friends around for her. I have no one. I have people who I have lost touch with and who I mostly wasn't even that close to. And on the boyfriend front- I have an amazing guy who I have a huge crush on. I can't date him yet because of circumstances, but it has become clear to me that even when those circumstances are no longer in our way, it's never going to happen. So, this is my life- empty and alone.