It's been waaaay too long...

[justreadmyspine]

I haven't posted a real update since April. That's terrible. I just never seem to find the time or energy to sit down and write. Until you have a kid, you don't understand how difficult it can be to make one simple journal entry. Or to do any simple thing, like the dishes or laundry or eating a meal. Either I don't have the time, or I have the

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[ashleyyynoel]

i haveee to tell you, i'm having the same issues with feeling sick constantly. i've been to the doctor a lot the last 2 months but they basically just think it's nothing because my blood tests came back normal. i get nauseous at least 3 times a day and have almost passed out a few times too. i'm feeling you.

i really hate hearing that you're not enjoying being a mama. :( ilan sounds like a very difficult baby. i think you need a break from being a mom for a while...

[justreadmyspine]

Have you had your iron level checked? I'm sorry you're feeling sick and almost passing out and whatnot, I know how horrible it is :( And how frustrating it is when the doctors can't figure out what's wrong! I'm scared to call the doctor again because I'm afraid they'll tell me there's nothing else they can do :(

I agree, I DO need a break from being a mom for awhile. I've been trying to get out more, with friends and without Ilan, but it's hard because Ilan is SO hard to deal with by yourself so I hate leaving Tony alone with him, but I also have to do things to keep myself sane, but then I feel guilty for going...it's a vicious cycle!

[queen_gen]

I feel so bad for you

[justreadmyspine]

I will give you a real reply to this. I promise. I just have to find a few minutes where I can really sit down and concentrate and be honest with you. But in the meantime, I just wanted to say thank you <3