Jul 05, 2005 13:11
So I haven't updated in quite a while. Mainly because I was so busy before I left Kona, and I am keeping 4 different journals while I am in Japan, so it's hard to think of things to write in this journal, but I have some time, so I figured I would write. Things here haven't been easy, but it's outreach, so it's not supposed to be easy. I've experienced a lot, and I'm learning that if you can have a good attitude about things, it helps so much, but if you wear cranky pants all day, that's how your day feels.
I miss home a lot. Yesterday was the 4th of July in Japan, and I know that all of my friends and family are looking at fireworks at this very minute. I miss my parents a ton. They are in the mountains celebrating the 4th, and I am so sad that I'm not there. But you can't stay at home all the time. I too need to go out and stretch my legs.
But yeah, things are good, I had a small fallout with Moses, but things are getting better now. I seriously couldn't say anything else besides american jackass when he was around me, and since i wasn't speaking words of life, I wasn't really living. So yeah, walking in the opposite spirit sucks, and it's hard, but it's all good.
I should probably get going, I realize that I have an hour before I need to be anywhere, so my bed and pillow are calling my name. But I will try to write more when I get a chance, but it might not happen, because of the 4 other journals I am keeping simoltaneously. I don't think I spelled that right, but that's ok.