shrek 2

[justplaycool]

Last night my room mates and I watched shrek 2, and I got so sad. There were so many jokesin there, and I thought about Jack and the good times so much. I could hear all of his comments, and I laughed harder at all of the jokes than anyone. Then towards the end of the movie, I got a call from Chris, and he told me that he and Jack talked, and that they worked everything out. My heart soared when he told me that things got better, but then i started crying because I kind of realized that jack and i won't be friends again. I remember there was a time that i was talking to god, and i told him that i would do anything as long as jack was happy. I would eliminate myself from the picture in order for him to feel happy if that's what it took, and i said that thinking that everything would still be fine and the same, but god had different plans. i'm sure that when i get home, he and i will interact with one another, and since all of my friends are his friends, we arae bound to hang out, but I am som what terrified that it is going to be awkward. we will be totally different people in 4 months when i come home. I don't know, I don't want to think about it too much, and i just have to keep focus here. I miss him a lot and the good times, but I also remember saying that I would do anything no matter how much it hurt, so i got what i asked for.
I miss home a lot. I am having a lot of fun here, but there are some days when it gets difficult. I will write more later, I am about to go camping at the beach. Only in Hawaii. yeah!

talk to you soon,
shannon