yesterday was a fucked up day i didnt have a good day at all

not much happening in life

cant find work
fuck man this shit sucks

what the fuck is the point of updating this shit i am 18 and wasting my life away when i can be working in a shop fixing cars i could have had the car i am trying to get if i get a job and keep one i might be able to get it

nothing

nothing is going good in life right now

i hate it i am ending it

i hate longnights

i want to go to antiflag so fucking bad

work sucks

life gets sad a lot

i look at this bottle of tequila and hope it takes my mind of my mom i miss her so fucking much

this shot is for you mom i miss you so much

dannyp

i miss my brothers

even know we say we hated each hother we still got a long good at times
i just want to see them more but i never have time or when i do andy is working or doing something or matt is with his friends

i dont know anymore i just want to be part of them again

how do i forgive everyone i have hurt
words cant say how sorry i am

bullshit thats all love is

you dont see what
they are doing to
you all he is going
to do is use you and abuse
you for something that
happened between you
and his boy

i wish you would
listen to me i
dont want to see
you get hurt

i am done caring about
everyone else and just
going to care for my
self i dont give a fuck
who you are dont ask me
if i care cause i wont