Aug 08, 2005 13:10
Have you ever had one of those days where you just wanted to stay in bed and not wake up? Well, that's been happening to me recently and as a result I've been doing a lot of oversleeping. It happened today, but it was different: I was having one of the best dreams I've had in my life. Everything was so vivid and the people in it were real. I guess I shouldn't record it here, not because it was lewd (it wasn't), but for different reasons. It lasted what seems like forever and during it I felt better than I've had in quite some time. The thing is that during the dream I realized that it was just a fantasy and I then woke up to reality. All the feelings of warmth and love and certainty suddenly became coldness and uncertainty. This was the first time that I've ever awoken from one of these dreams without being affected in a positive way. What gets to me is knowing that the way I felt in the dream is the way I still feel inside. Oh well, I should be busy today with packing. Have a good day, everybody.
-Justin