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I miss her.She doesnt talk to me anymore and i cant blame her.Still the same i love her and im not going to stop.I know its love because we havent had sex in i dont know how long and i still want her.i know i fucked up big with her,and ill probably never get a chance to change shit.but im not gonna stop hoping shes the woman i marry.I worry about her all the time and am concerned she wont make the right decisions for herself.But shes been makin her own decisions way before i was in the picture.so i cant really say nothing.She scared me so much and i didnt know what to do.i just froze up and got so scared.Well, im still going to be waiting for my queen bee no matter.i cant help but love her and i cant change that even though ive tried to look past it.If i go without her then i go alone.I love her to much to be with someone else.later for now lj.
justin
justin