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I feel so weird now
She hasnt called in i dont know i think two days.I still love her alot, but i can cope with it easier now.I hope one day shes the woman i marry.but im not sure about things with her.i think shes just at a confused time in her life right now.On other turns,nikolas is over here today.were havin fun.he talks about her alot but im sure he'll soon forget.if not he is fortunate to know her as a person regardless.i think tonight im going to write a song.but i dont know what its going to be about yet.My mom and me got into it today again, but thats nothin new.maybe me and my grandpa will have a drink tonight and i can drink some more heartbreak away.i know i fucked up this time but i bet it hurts me more.Hey couple more days till i go for that office job.if it doesnt work out i got construction companies callin left and right.I have to move out.I need my own place.Well lj, im off for now but ill be back tommorow cuz it feels good to express myself for a change.
justin
She hasnt called in i dont know i think two days.I still love her alot, but i can cope with it easier now.I hope one day shes the woman i marry.but im not sure about things with her.i think shes just at a confused time in her life right now.On other turns,nikolas is over here today.were havin fun.he talks about her alot but im sure he'll soon forget.if not he is fortunate to know her as a person regardless.i think tonight im going to write a song.but i dont know what its going to be about yet.My mom and me got into it today again, but thats nothin new.maybe me and my grandpa will have a drink tonight and i can drink some more heartbreak away.i know i fucked up this time but i bet it hurts me more.Hey couple more days till i go for that office job.if it doesnt work out i got construction companies callin left and right.I have to move out.I need my own place.Well lj, im off for now but ill be back tommorow cuz it feels good to express myself for a change.
justin