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dunDunDUN.
[I train Carnivines on mah bewb.]
Or maybe it's a "Carnivoob" now.
Har.
[On another note...]
I'm becoming an increasingly impatient person. I'm seeing more of it lately.
I despise very much being at the beck and call of other people (one person is excluded from this, and will continue to be so likely until the day I die).
No matter what your position may be in relative location to mine, physically, metaphorically, et cetera, please have some respect for me. Do not say one thing and turn around and do another. By doing this, you don't seem to realize that every time you talk now, I take everything you say... completely not seriously. (This applies to a good four or five people.)
[Some more...]
Mama is sending me my contacts next week since my glasses are no longer really helping my vision, and instead, seem to be impairing it even further.
It's been a few years since I've worn them and my left eye has never been very awesome about it, so I hope I'll be able to cope.
Not to mention I've never been very good with my contacts either. I might be a little too sensitive to these things. I always look like I've spent eons crying after putting them in.
Educational things...
I watched a documentary the other night on radiation fallout as a consequence to the many years of atomic and nuclear weaponry testing on the Bikini Atoll for Operation Crossroads in 1946.
Terribly fascinating really.
It was sad, though. Most of the people who are still alive and worked in that time are now suffering from three types of cancer simultaneously. It's... not really fair.
The people who were native to Bikini Atoll will likely never get to return to their homes.
Their cemetary's headstones have soaked up the highest concentration of radiation on the entire island. On top of that, the fruits, vegetables, and plants of the land have absorbed the byproduct of radiation, therefore subjecting those who ingest these things to an unnaturally high amount of cesium.
That whole place might as well be doomed.
It was fascinating to be sure, but... depressing. Though it makes me appreciate my life more, although I've lived the third-country lifestyle among a variety of other ridiculous notions people shouldn't have to go through.
For everything bad that happens to someone nice, it's one less bad thing to happen to other innocent people in the world. There's supposed to be some kind of balance, but I'm not sure I believe that at all.
[Not-so-educational things...]
Apparently Solid Snake has dominated my dreams.
It's... a little strange, but I think I want to dream about him some more.
...This probably has to do with a certain muse of mine that I want to play more of. I might just have to pick it up in another community and give it my full attention for a while, because nothing's really happening otherwise. Unfortunately.
[And finally...]
hikaritoyamii...
I don't know how to say what I want to say to you.
You've made these last few days, however, pretty damn livable.
I'd say three years was worth the wait; wouldn't you?
I'll find a way, though. I promise~
Hee. It's our promise.
[I train Carnivines on mah bewb.]
Or maybe it's a "Carnivoob" now.
Har.
[On another note...]
I'm becoming an increasingly impatient person. I'm seeing more of it lately.
I despise very much being at the beck and call of other people (one person is excluded from this, and will continue to be so likely until the day I die).
No matter what your position may be in relative location to mine, physically, metaphorically, et cetera, please have some respect for me. Do not say one thing and turn around and do another. By doing this, you don't seem to realize that every time you talk now, I take everything you say... completely not seriously. (This applies to a good four or five people.)
[Some more...]
Mama is sending me my contacts next week since my glasses are no longer really helping my vision, and instead, seem to be impairing it even further.
It's been a few years since I've worn them and my left eye has never been very awesome about it, so I hope I'll be able to cope.
Not to mention I've never been very good with my contacts either. I might be a little too sensitive to these things. I always look like I've spent eons crying after putting them in.
Educational things...
I watched a documentary the other night on radiation fallout as a consequence to the many years of atomic and nuclear weaponry testing on the Bikini Atoll for Operation Crossroads in 1946.
Terribly fascinating really.
It was sad, though. Most of the people who are still alive and worked in that time are now suffering from three types of cancer simultaneously. It's... not really fair.
The people who were native to Bikini Atoll will likely never get to return to their homes.
Their cemetary's headstones have soaked up the highest concentration of radiation on the entire island. On top of that, the fruits, vegetables, and plants of the land have absorbed the byproduct of radiation, therefore subjecting those who ingest these things to an unnaturally high amount of cesium.
That whole place might as well be doomed.
It was fascinating to be sure, but... depressing. Though it makes me appreciate my life more, although I've lived the third-country lifestyle among a variety of other ridiculous notions people shouldn't have to go through.
For everything bad that happens to someone nice, it's one less bad thing to happen to other innocent people in the world. There's supposed to be some kind of balance, but I'm not sure I believe that at all.
[Not-so-educational things...]
Apparently Solid Snake has dominated my dreams.
It's... a little strange, but I think I want to dream about him some more.
...This probably has to do with a certain muse of mine that I want to play more of. I might just have to pick it up in another community and give it my full attention for a while, because nothing's really happening otherwise. Unfortunately.
[And finally...]
hikaritoyamii...
I don't know how to say what I want to say to you.
You've made these last few days, however, pretty damn livable.
I'd say three years was worth the wait; wouldn't you?
I'll find a way, though. I promise~
Hee. It's our promise.