Where should be an entry, you get a rant instead.
There are honestly days when I want to stop RPing and never do it again.
I really hate it that you will go to all of these other people in the same canon and make plans with them.
I really like it that I can talk to you about this and that, and even if I don't always understand what you're saying, I feel like I'm a little closer, because I want to get to know you as a person and beyond that of your character's shell.
And yet, you completely ignore me.
Before, I thought it was the character. Since you know, canonically the character is very much the loathed one of the series. I could understand this perfectly well.
Now, I'm about ninety percent certain that it's me you hate.
And thanks to that, I'm about ready to drop all of my characters and just say 'fuck it'.
I'm really tired of having to compromise myself for other people and have it be a wonderful waste of my time. No, maybe I don't have anything better to do than to try to make things easier for others. Not that others care anyway. I mean, since I'm so bloody obvious.
I wonder what the fuck keeps me going on this.
This is turning into work, and it's not fun anymore.
Either acknowledge that I am going out of my way to try and do something with you, or just tell me to fuck off.
I really hate it that you will go to all of these other people in the same canon and make plans with them.
I really like it that I can talk to you about this and that, and even if I don't always understand what you're saying, I feel like I'm a little closer, because I want to get to know you as a person and beyond that of your character's shell.
And yet, you completely ignore me.
Before, I thought it was the character. Since you know, canonically the character is very much the loathed one of the series. I could understand this perfectly well.
Now, I'm about ninety percent certain that it's me you hate.
And thanks to that, I'm about ready to drop all of my characters and just say 'fuck it'.
I'm really tired of having to compromise myself for other people and have it be a wonderful waste of my time. No, maybe I don't have anything better to do than to try to make things easier for others. Not that others care anyway. I mean, since I'm so bloody obvious.
I wonder what the fuck keeps me going on this.
This is turning into work, and it's not fun anymore.
Either acknowledge that I am going out of my way to try and do something with you, or just tell me to fuck off.