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As the seasons change and fall become winter, I reflect on a number of things. One(1) is that we might very well have another green xmas like last year. Their wasn't much snow @ all. Another is the future; what to make of it, and how to begin shaping it to one(1) that I want. I just need that one(1) major thing to pick up and give me the leverage I need to get the upper financial hand I have been looking for all this time. The one(1) advantage that will allow me leverage over everything in my life. Especially my relatives. One(1)in particular. In the last few days I've had....
The old man come for a house visit. He more or less behaved himself and didn't make too much of a a fuss.
My very first real date in a bit.
people pissed @ me for keeping the pole on Necto night. I could hear them thru the music.
Their was talk about my old man's release. Which is something I really don't want and/or don't think he is ready for yet.
@ work - I don't know how much longer I can wear this costume. Its getting on my nerves. I'm already breaking out of it here and there with my defiance of the salespeople over the way they do things. They are some of laziest people on the planet. Always thinking they should be served hand and foot with ambrosia of stock releases; even when we are trying to do the truck. I've seen cub scouts, elementary, and Jr. High Schoolers more self sustaining than salespeople. I have to get on the dam ball, dig in and find that new better paying job. This is just too dumb.
Personal Life - This war isn't going well; I feel myself loosing it each day. Everything is in full retreat on all fronts. I must turn this thing around somehow. I've got to get myself in a better stronger position in every way, shape, and/or form. I must speak with the inner circle to resolve this problem.
The old man come for a house visit. He more or less behaved himself and didn't make too much of a a fuss.
My very first real date in a bit.
people pissed @ me for keeping the pole on Necto night. I could hear them thru the music.
Their was talk about my old man's release. Which is something I really don't want and/or don't think he is ready for yet.
@ work - I don't know how much longer I can wear this costume. Its getting on my nerves. I'm already breaking out of it here and there with my defiance of the salespeople over the way they do things. They are some of laziest people on the planet. Always thinking they should be served hand and foot with ambrosia of stock releases; even when we are trying to do the truck. I've seen cub scouts, elementary, and Jr. High Schoolers more self sustaining than salespeople. I have to get on the dam ball, dig in and find that new better paying job. This is just too dumb.
Personal Life - This war isn't going well; I feel myself loosing it each day. Everything is in full retreat on all fronts. I must turn this thing around somehow. I've got to get myself in a better stronger position in every way, shape, and/or form. I must speak with the inner circle to resolve this problem.