Shock
Life right now seems unreal. I see the US on the news and I feel so disconnected. I've spent the last 2 years debating my discussion to ditch Tulane last minute and go to Beloit. Holy Crap am I glad I made that discussion. Since then i've gone to China and now i'm here in ireland I now focus on policy instead of corporate law, and most of all i wasn't in the hurrican and I still have a school to back to. I can't help think as I write this where that girl i was suppose to room with who I talked on the phone with before i changed my mind is today. The BBC keeps making jokes about Conndi going to see Monty Pythoon the musical the day after the hurrican hit. I can't believe our government I just feel that much stronger about wanting to work within the system to change it. I don't know if God exists in the form of my Catholic upbringing, and in times like this your left with the question of how could there be a plan, but there's something if only a strange relation of chance. Life might be random but choices you make today may seem all that wiser down the road.