Jun 05, 2005 20:14
i left my digital camera at bennigan's in motown.
they say it's not there.
i bet the asshole waiter stole it.
i'm so pissed.
prom is gonna suck soo much.
i don't want to go.
i look like crap in my dress.
my hair is gonna look stupid cuz i have no money to get it done.
i probably won't even repaint my toenails, so they'll look like crap.
the shore is gonna be weird.
i don't even know who my friends are anymore.
i have no personality.
i don't know what's happened to me.
i just want to leave for college now.
and become the inevitible slut people have been telling me i'll turn into.
i don't want to be here anymore.
i can't handle this shit.
so i'll just suck it up.
and act like a normal, happy person.
:D <- fake smile.