Mar 07, 2006 09:00
so there is a big ass bug in my apartment and it is impossible to catch and set free because it has massive wings. so i was following it with a fly swatter and i suddenly realized why people kill spiders and bugs. this may not be true for everyone, but it's like kill or be killed. you know that if u just leave it there it's gonna find you when you're sleeping and bite you or crawl in your ear or some shit like that. does the bug really know any better? i still haven't caught it. i guess tonight i'll be sleeping with my door closed.
i have a massive essay to write and i know im gonna put it off till 3 hours before class like i always do. im pretty sure im gonna fail my math class. it's 5 units, my teacher has an accent, he makes up his own little math lingo, i have a very short attention span when it comes to this subject, and it's really cutting into my nap time. i could come up with a million reasons why i want to drop that class, but none will never change the fact that i would feel really bad if i dropped the class. i think it also has to do with the fact that i would get a very large dose of jewish guilt from the parentals. i think im gonna need a tutor. if anyone wants to tutor me for free and doesn't mind working with a student who has mastered the art of procrastination drop me a line.
it's raining and it's cold and i can't sleep. im feeling very blah about life and that is very blah. i hate this feeling and i've been stuck with it for a while. the big problem with feeling blah is that you feel so blah that the only thing you have energy to do is complain about feeling blah. once you're done complaining and listening to people suggestions about how to fix the blah feeling you feel even more blah and then you fall asleep because being blah is exhausting. ok im tired im gonna go sleep beddy bye.
~dev
( bitches n' hoes, bitches n' hoes. your mom. btw i was telling your mama jokes forever. like since elementary school. shit i used to make them up while swinging on the monkey bars.)ok for real this time. bye.