Climbing over a bump

Nov 30, 2008 15:47

"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever"

Life is full of interruptions and complications. We should have known that this wasnt going to be easy.  As soon as we met we were inseperable.  We fell in love right away and got to be extremely close over the last few months.  All we know is how to be together.  We dont know how to be apart.  It just doesnt make sense for us to have to be apart.  But thats life and circumstances beyond our control made it that way.  One month down and we're starting to go crazy.  Maybe it gets easier from here.  Maybe we hit a breaking point.  Maybe it will be hard like this for the next 12 months.  Maybe it will get worse.  Whos to know.  Thats a risk that we're going to have to take.  Thats a risk that we knew we were going to have to take.

I remember when we first started to fall for each other you kept saying that this wasnt supposed to happen.  You meant you werent supposed to fall in love with someone at home when you had to go away.  Every time I knew it was supposed to happen.  You need the support.  You need something to look forward to when you come home.  You need someone behind you, every step of the way.  And I need you too.  Maybe it was meant to be like this.  I need to finish school and cheer my last year and wrap up my college life.  I always thought that I never had time for a relationship.  One week with you and I knew I couldnt be strong without you.  I need something to look forward to at the end of this rough tunnel too.

We belong together.  We both need to stick it out for a year.  The light at the end of the tunnel?  Oh my god.  Priceless.  Id wait five, ten years for something like that.  To start my life again with you.  I know that you're the one I want to be with forever.  It is a perfect fit and I love everything about you.

So the road is going to be bumpy?  So some days you're going to hate me.  Some days Im going to hate you.  Some days you're going to be glad we're miles and miles apart. Some days Ill go crazy.  But those arent the days that matter.  Those bumps in the road cant stop us from getting to the end.  I love you and I know you love me.  Knowing that, we will be fine.  No matter how much we fight, get upset, or miss each other so much, we just need to sit back, take a deep breath, and move forward.  We need to always try to realize how the other is feeling.  Since we cannot be together we need to communicate and understand more than usual.  Just one bump in the road...thats all..  I love you.   I'll be seeing you...

"You never see the hard days in a photo album... but those are the ones that get you from one happy snapshot to the next"

"So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. "
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