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so yesterday my cable went out and i was mighty bored cause i couldnt concentrate on my G.C. homework (which i hafta do still) so i wrote a poem about doug :-/ and here it is for all you die-hard livejournal readers (i heart you guys, really i do)
If i hada bridge for all the rivers i cried
i'd have 1,000 bridges
if i had a dollar for everytime i wised i could forget you
i'd have $1,000
if i have another heart for all of mine you broke,
i'd have 1,000 hearts
if i had a dimond for everytime i said "i love you"
i'd have 1,000,000 dimonds
Why do i alway come back to you?
You always hurt me, just like the time before
You say that you love me,
but do you feel it like i do?
Do we feel the same way about our love?
Do you love me just because i love you?
or is it real, like the kind i feel for you
How come i can't forget you?
i deserved better,
so why did you keep me coming back?
Why cant i get over you?
we're just friends now,
and there are new guys.
so why do i still love you?
When you asked me before,
i told you that i was over it,
and if you asked me now,
i'd lie again.
when i see you with her
i get angry sad and dejected
You taught me how to be open,
but i learned how to over-react.
You took my someplace for the first time
but someone else has taken me back
you taught me that you loved me
but i learned not everything you say is true
After the second time,
you would think i was over you.
but even after the third
i'm not.
I thought maybe this time,
he says he loves me and not her
but you proved that not everything you say is the truth.
You say we will go out,
but after everything,
how can i believe that it's the truth?
As much as i still love you
i dont't want to be hurt.
So if you really love me
prove to me that its the truth.
~~~~~~~
ive gotten to the point of i dont know really...i mean i do love doug, and i always will and just writing this is making me cry, but he broke my heart 3 fuckign times, what is wrong with me? how can i still love him i think i was dropped on my head or my heart as a baby and this is why my life is so screwed up...who knows, but if you have a theory on why i still love doug and want to be with him, comment and tell me
If i hada bridge for all the rivers i cried
i'd have 1,000 bridges
if i had a dollar for everytime i wised i could forget you
i'd have $1,000
if i have another heart for all of mine you broke,
i'd have 1,000 hearts
if i had a dimond for everytime i said "i love you"
i'd have 1,000,000 dimonds
Why do i alway come back to you?
You always hurt me, just like the time before
You say that you love me,
but do you feel it like i do?
Do we feel the same way about our love?
Do you love me just because i love you?
or is it real, like the kind i feel for you
How come i can't forget you?
i deserved better,
so why did you keep me coming back?
Why cant i get over you?
we're just friends now,
and there are new guys.
so why do i still love you?
When you asked me before,
i told you that i was over it,
and if you asked me now,
i'd lie again.
when i see you with her
i get angry sad and dejected
You taught me how to be open,
but i learned how to over-react.
You took my someplace for the first time
but someone else has taken me back
you taught me that you loved me
but i learned not everything you say is true
After the second time,
you would think i was over you.
but even after the third
i'm not.
I thought maybe this time,
he says he loves me and not her
but you proved that not everything you say is the truth.
You say we will go out,
but after everything,
how can i believe that it's the truth?
As much as i still love you
i dont't want to be hurt.
So if you really love me
prove to me that its the truth.
~~~~~~~
ive gotten to the point of i dont know really...i mean i do love doug, and i always will and just writing this is making me cry, but he broke my heart 3 fuckign times, what is wrong with me? how can i still love him i think i was dropped on my head or my heart as a baby and this is why my life is so screwed up...who knows, but if you have a theory on why i still love doug and want to be with him, comment and tell me