i suppose i would...
today is my last day of spring break. im kinda sick too. i think its just allergies tho. overall spring break was pretty good. first i had the trip to france con mi padre. we did soo much walking i think i lost like 5 pounds just in my butt. lol. i really like it there. in europe, the atmosphere is just so different. someday i want to bring my
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the retreat was so amazing caroline. i really feel changed. i hope you do to. i hope wen u go back to school tommorow, you can go with a positive outlook on life and on urself. live for the weekends like i did last year. stay in your own world. dont get invovled with others if they dont have the right type of world. u can survive. lol.
i think john is effing hot. really really. and that should mean something. i first over-looked it but then i noticed it on the bus yesterday. hes got it going on. wen his face clears up (which im sure wont be to long) he will be on fire. lol. u two were really cute together and he has a great world, great morals. i suggest u try things out with him. take the dive and have a boyfriend. even if it doesnt work out, u will get an experience out of it. i think he could be a really good thing for you. did u notice everyone is starting to get boys now? jess has one, meghan has one, suz wants to have one which is a first. its your turn caroline.
what i just wrote, made me realize how much we r growing up. it makes me sad. it makes me want to cry. 15(14) is a crazy hard year, but the thing is...i know its only going to get harder. life will only get more difficult, more confusing. anyways i need to stop writing about this because the outcome will be an essay and me in tears.
i can not face certain things.
change. trusting a boy. growing up.
i love you
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