womanizer vs Manizer? and various thoughts

Jan 09, 2006 22:48

i havent talked to the regrettable guy, maybe i should name him. hmm.. how about john, thats a good common name. i havent talked to john since he called on thursday, well friday.. like 5am. and i just realized this. i havent even tried calling. and i dont think i will. i think i got what i needed from him and now its over.

im smiling. its been a while since i smiled for no reason. maybe i am being my old self again. thats a nice thought.

tomorrow im going to victoria secret probably. i was going to get some red stuff for "john" but now ill just get whatever is cute. i love pretty underwear! especially when thats all im wearing.

im pretty sure its obvious who i am now, oh well.

i thought i could fly today. good thing i didnt try. i wish i had a 40 and a j. damn. that would be the best thing to happen all day. my day was so boring. it usually isnt. i always try to have fun. fuck people who bring me or my friends down.

i love boys with green eyes and curly dark hair, addicted<3<3 wow i still love that dedication. i liked a boy like that last year, hes so cute! but i like pretty much ALL boys. and i like having a lot of them. i like talking to like 4 boys and them thinking theyre all the only one. i think thats some kind of problem. well not for me ;) but sometimes it would be nice to have only one person. but i just dont think one person is enough. is that something bad? i like to have options. and choices of what to do or who to do it with. like some guys are for talking to on the phone. other are for kissing. others are just irresistable. and some have other various reasons for being kept around. am i like a womanizer, but for men? am i manizer? i dont think those exist. so im lucky. i cant be labled, thats rare.

i need mousse but i dont want to ever go to the drugstore again. lol.

"good girls gotta get down with the gangsters" slim thug
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"hey joe" jimi hendrix experience dedicated to a great night
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