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my parents are being so horrible and im supposed to visit schools! im not a bad kid! and my mother needs everything planned down to the last fucking meticulous detail and not all of the websites have an itinerary like alleghehym, and what am i supposed to do if they dont? its not that hard! it will work out! EVERY SIGNLY THING DOESNT HAVE TO BE PLANND! i should have visited schools before but i have no idea where i want to go and i am legitimately interested otherwise i wouldnt waster my own time trying to visit, you shitheads, how am i supposed to decide where to fucking go to COLLEGE without visiting? why are you being so horrible? i dont know what to do and i have to see these schools and my mom is beign an awful bitch and im so upset right now and im missing so much work and maybe i should just screw it all and go to whichever suny is cheapest. dont they want me to be happy?
every single thing is about money to them. when my mother is mad at me she says "and this is how you act when i buy x, when i pay for y..." i hate it. i hate money. i hate them being so fucking concerned with it and nothing else.
this is my future. do they not get that?
every single thing is about money to them. when my mother is mad at me she says "and this is how you act when i buy x, when i pay for y..." i hate it. i hate money. i hate them being so fucking concerned with it and nothing else.
this is my future. do they not get that?