why does this shit still bother me...?

[justbbg]

I just got a phone call from my friend Brit. Being that she still lives somewhat close to back home ( englewood is only like 15 minutes away) she is always up on the gossip in town. The newest one just happens to involve my ex boyfriend/highschool sweetheart ( for lack of a better phrase), Alex. She calls me up and tells me, " I don't wanna upset

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[ksmeyer23b]

That's rough. People like that generally get what's coming to them, though. People that are careless with the feelings of others (or even, for that matter, people that are simply rude), become so entrenched in that pattern of behavior that it always catches up with them; I guarantee that yours and Brit's aren't the only opinions of Crissy to have been diminished.

Perhaps it still hurts because you still keep an open ear to gossip about him. Sure, he meant a great deal to you, but he turned out to be a complete asshole and broke your heart. Why worry about what he's doing now? This is more easily said than done, of course, but I'm sure you'll get there.

Regardless, I hope you're feeling better. I read or heard somewhere that you were no longer working at Barnes and Noble...is everything okay?

Take care.

Kyle

[justbbg]

you're right. I shouldn't worry about what is happening now. It's just that everyone at home feels the need to tell me these type of things when i would rather not know at all. It's not like what he is doing effects my life in any way now, yea know? Things are okay, just very hectic with final projects and what not. I quit B and N because i was only working one day a week pratically and it just wasn't worth taking the time from my school work to go make 25 bucks for wasting a few hours at work. I talked to my parents about it and they are cool with it so now it's just school i have to juggle and what not. What are you doing for the UF vs. FSU game? I'm only leaving for thanksgiving until that friday so if you wanna hang on saturday and watch the game together for a bit, that would be cool. Take care ky, and thanks for the kind words.
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