Aug 03, 2010 10:25
It hurts so much to see the people I used to be close with. Even when it comes to something as absurdly stupid as facebook. To see someone who used to spend every day with, share your every secret with, be happy without you. To not even respond to you. I know that in life you go through stages, some people move along with you, and others don't. That's how you become a different person, hopefully a better person. But i just wish I still had those people still. I feel like every time I lose touch with a friend. I lose touch of a piece of the person that I am. If these people define your past, and they are no longer there to remind you of who you used to be, what was the point in the first place?
I read some of my old entries and I always get confused as to what triggers these rants. I was looking through face book, and I stumbled upon my friend, Johns, profile. He looks happy. He looks like he's doing well. I wish I could be around to witness it.