May 14, 2009 22:46
So working out is nice. I like working out. Everything just gets better for a while. And so tomorrow I'm going to go to the gym before work, pack after work, and then see anat. Saturday I'm off to troy maybe, but ultimately Massachusetts to visit Dan and go to Six Flags. I've given up on the whole him talking to me a lot through texts thing... It's just not him, and yes I'm not used to the lack of communication, but that isn't reason enough to want to end it, just because something makes me uncomfortable doesn't make it worthless. And it's only for a few months, I can do it I think. It's actually even better practice for me.. being independent while still being in a relationship. I've been single for a long time but there was always a guy I would rely on to text constantly.. maybe this will be good for me to not have that constant reassurance. lol I guess I'll just start writing more.
Life. It's special. I'm working on it. It's amazing how much good and bad comes from it. I don't know which outweighs the other, but I do know, the fear of death outweighs both.
Blah. It'll all work out.