Sometimes I hate being a woman.
I hate having PMS, I hate feeling weepy, I hate feeling like a raw nerve and that I can cry at the drop of a hat. The older I get the worse it seems to get in return. I went over to my neighbor's house yesterday and she had company. She said they might be coming but then said she thought they would cancel. Well, I felt like it was a very chilly welcome on their part and immediantly her cousin started in on Emily for holding the damn cat. She was holding her yesterday and was doing just fine. After she got after her three times within three minutes I thought we should just leave. Of course I get home and start the waterworks, call the Waaaaaaambulance! Now how in the world would you think it was ok to start yelling at some kid whom's parents you just met minutes beforehand? What nerve!
Its been so long since I have been on here. I don't know why, I guess the longer it got the harder it would be to get back on. I would have to explain my long absence and since I didn't really have a good excuse it made it easier to not sign in. I cleaned the office a weekend or two ago, it took the whole weekend because I wanted to do a really good job. Its so much better working in a clean office. I set up the other computer and now its Emily's and she plays her computer games. Now thats it clean I spend even more time in here that I probably shouldn't. Hell, I've listened to four Harry Potter audio books in 2 weeks! Yikes.
I hate sleeping at night. I love sleeping during the day. I don't get it. I have a hard time getting comfortable at night and I sleep crappy. I wake in the middle of the night and putz around the house, generally spending the time right in this chair. :o| I sleep much better during my naps, I have no trouble getting comfortable and I actually languish in bed. Is that the right word? I love stretching out and feeling the soft sheets on my skin. Sleep troubles are just abundant in this house I guess. It is so hard to get Emily to sleep. Sometimes I dread putting her to bed because I know what a battle it will be. I threaten, I bribe, I try to go to sleep with her, nothing seems to work. Last night (after I put her to bed TWO hours before) I only got her to sleep after threatening not to put up the tree today.
Ok, well I have filled out quote a post and yet didn't really say anything. Sorry, its 4:30am so I guess my brain isn't quite up to much of a task. I promise to post something a little more interesting later.
Its been so long since I have been on here. I don't know why, I guess the longer it got the harder it would be to get back on. I would have to explain my long absence and since I didn't really have a good excuse it made it easier to not sign in. I cleaned the office a weekend or two ago, it took the whole weekend because I wanted to do a really good job. Its so much better working in a clean office. I set up the other computer and now its Emily's and she plays her computer games. Now thats it clean I spend even more time in here that I probably shouldn't. Hell, I've listened to four Harry Potter audio books in 2 weeks! Yikes.
I hate sleeping at night. I love sleeping during the day. I don't get it. I have a hard time getting comfortable at night and I sleep crappy. I wake in the middle of the night and putz around the house, generally spending the time right in this chair. :o| I sleep much better during my naps, I have no trouble getting comfortable and I actually languish in bed. Is that the right word? I love stretching out and feeling the soft sheets on my skin. Sleep troubles are just abundant in this house I guess. It is so hard to get Emily to sleep. Sometimes I dread putting her to bed because I know what a battle it will be. I threaten, I bribe, I try to go to sleep with her, nothing seems to work. Last night (after I put her to bed TWO hours before) I only got her to sleep after threatening not to put up the tree today.
Ok, well I have filled out quote a post and yet didn't really say anything. Sorry, its 4:30am so I guess my brain isn't quite up to much of a task. I promise to post something a little more interesting later.