well lets see
its been awhile. there really hasnt been much going on lately. i have been me and nothing more really. ive been busy with school, stuff at home, taking care of bran bran, and looking for a job. ive been doing a bit of driving with mom. she says im good at it and im a lot better than mitchell so thats cool to know...what else.....
brandons' friend john left awhile ago...bran bran was a bit upset that he didnt say bye and what not. but..today i looked at bran brans's lj again and john left him a lil comment. hopefully that will make bran bran feel a lil better. john explained his reasons and i guess there is some logic in them. its not my place to say anything about it.
school is alright. just 9 weeks till graduation. thats alright i guess. everyone is excited about it but im not. i really dont want to graduate here. its the one thing that i do not want. i cant stand my school or the people in it. i just wish that i was somewhere other than here. but there really isnt much i can do about it. the only thing im lookin forward to is my b-day (15 days!!!) and getting outta of the house. that though requries me to get a job and thats prolly the one thing that is getting to me im not giving up on that though. i really want a job and i will get on so im ok with all the work it takes to get on.
my family....OMG! i cant sit in my room for 5 mintues without someone bothering me. my sister has me so angry all the time that im a nerves wreck! im so mad that sometimes i think im might take it out on bran bran. im not really sure cuz he doesnt tell me but it feels that way sometimes. i dont like bran bran to see me mad. like the other day lisa got me so upset that i ended up throwing my umbrilla at the freakin door. of course that broke but i scared brandon cuz he said he didnt see me pick anything up. i felt so so so so so so so so bad. i know he knows that im sorry, but i still feel bad. mitchell has been colder towards me and has sided with my sister to try and get me into trouble. mom has been lettin me do my own thing and dad...he has me doing some really dumb stuff. but other than that..the familia is fine.
brandon has been a big help in keepin me calm. sometimes i dont know what i would do without him. im not as good with words as he is but i think how i have been acting around him will be good enough in saying thanks. he knows i love him with all my heart and that i would do anything for him. anyways...bran bran i love you and i always will....
brandons' friend john left awhile ago...bran bran was a bit upset that he didnt say bye and what not. but..today i looked at bran brans's lj again and john left him a lil comment. hopefully that will make bran bran feel a lil better. john explained his reasons and i guess there is some logic in them. its not my place to say anything about it.
school is alright. just 9 weeks till graduation. thats alright i guess. everyone is excited about it but im not. i really dont want to graduate here. its the one thing that i do not want. i cant stand my school or the people in it. i just wish that i was somewhere other than here. but there really isnt much i can do about it. the only thing im lookin forward to is my b-day (15 days!!!) and getting outta of the house. that though requries me to get a job and thats prolly the one thing that is getting to me im not giving up on that though. i really want a job and i will get on so im ok with all the work it takes to get on.
my family....OMG! i cant sit in my room for 5 mintues without someone bothering me. my sister has me so angry all the time that im a nerves wreck! im so mad that sometimes i think im might take it out on bran bran. im not really sure cuz he doesnt tell me but it feels that way sometimes. i dont like bran bran to see me mad. like the other day lisa got me so upset that i ended up throwing my umbrilla at the freakin door. of course that broke but i scared brandon cuz he said he didnt see me pick anything up. i felt so so so so so so so so bad. i know he knows that im sorry, but i still feel bad. mitchell has been colder towards me and has sided with my sister to try and get me into trouble. mom has been lettin me do my own thing and dad...he has me doing some really dumb stuff. but other than that..the familia is fine.
brandon has been a big help in keepin me calm. sometimes i dont know what i would do without him. im not as good with words as he is but i think how i have been acting around him will be good enough in saying thanks. he knows i love him with all my heart and that i would do anything for him. anyways...bran bran i love you and i always will....