i sorry!

[just_plain_love]

i didnt wanna write this entrie to make her feel insulted or a bad friend....i just wanted to let every one know that i want to be included in some things and not always wanna be left out!and sometimes i am asked and i come up with some excuse not to go but i think that im scared to have some real fun...i hope that maybe sometime after all this gets better(which i hope it will)......ailin is right...i do need to rethink my thoughts and i didnt mean the pot thing and the ex-nitemare thing!it all came out wrong. i feel really bad and now i know that i cant be trusted anymore and i hope that you guys will except my apology.....im really...really sorry!i know its gonna take a while to hopefully earn my trust back! i truely didnt mean anything i said about ailin...or..or kristina! and heidi....i was never talking about you! i just hope that you guys will soon find it in all of ur hearts to forgive me because i really do love you all and i feel really bad for everything i said....i really do!i really messed up things with my friends this time and im sorry that the whole subject as asummed the wrong way because i never meant for it to be heard the way you heard it! it was never intented to be like that! i hope that i can soon earn my trust and friendship back in everyone that is pissed at me cause i am really...really...extremely sorry!please....im really really sorry!
IM SOOOO SORRY!