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And again, I've just experienced a complete, total, and extremely sudden loss of cabin pressure. One minute, I'm sitting around, enjoying watching tv with friends, the next, I'm behaving like a rabid shrew and having horrible thoughts again.
I wish I could make it stop. I've done everything I can think of, but it's still happening. The only other thing I can think of is to go back to therapy, but I'm ever so slightly broke, so that's not really an option.
For the moment, I guess I'll just try to keep myself from asking my friend M. to get on the scale so I have something to compare myself to. *sigh*
Crap.
I can't believe I've sunk this far.
I wish I could make it stop. I've done everything I can think of, but it's still happening. The only other thing I can think of is to go back to therapy, but I'm ever so slightly broke, so that's not really an option.
For the moment, I guess I'll just try to keep myself from asking my friend M. to get on the scale so I have something to compare myself to. *sigh*
Crap.
I can't believe I've sunk this far.