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im bored, and at home which i dont like. and im high. so im going to write a journal entry.
i think im going to start out saying that i have the greatest friends in the world. honestly. i would not have made it through this boring week without them coming to visit and love me lol. it meant so much to me that they took time to stop by and keep my bored ass company. even though my house isnt the funnest of places, they still came by to show that they care. and i love them for it. oh so very much. it made me feel so loved, and i appreciate it so much. i didnt know it would have such an impact on me haha. and they can bet their sexy asses that if they're ever bored at home, unable to come out and play, i'll be there with movies and ice cream in hand. i love them so so much.
in other news, its been a boring week. ive defiently caught up on my sleep, and tv watching haha. friends stopped by which was amazing, but other than that its sucked. the vicodin has been treating me oh so well lol. another plus was having my mom be my little slave. that was fun. i just cant wait until my cheeks aren't fat, and i can demolish plates of solid foods again :) i weighed myself today and im at 97 pounds. im not really sure how i lost weight considering ive been sitting on my ass all week. must be the artifical mashed potatoes ive been eating, lol. it's gunna be tough getting back into the normal routine of school and work. but it'll be nice to be out of the house. god damn these stupid stitches need to disolve!
today is bill's birthday! i finally got my fat ass off the couch and went out and it was so much fun. me, bill, jennie, ben, big rob, briana, and jessie played lazer tag and glo golf which was a blast! it was great to be around them all, i love them so much. then we went to zacks and i managed to get some curly fries chewed and swallowed haha. golf claps for solid foods!
me and bookout are really good. i think i really need to quit holding back and give in to what me and him have. we're the cutest couple i know. we mesh really well together. we kind of balance eachother out. im really crazy and out-going, and he's more laid back and chill. we compliment eachother well. sometimes i think he's still too quiet though. cause we all know my past boyfriends have been the loud and obnoxious ones of the bunch haha. but idk, i really really like him :) he treats me like a princess which i LOVE! most of the guys i go for arent like that. he makes me feel special. loves it!
well, that was the first real update ive done in awhile. good shit!
i think im going to start out saying that i have the greatest friends in the world. honestly. i would not have made it through this boring week without them coming to visit and love me lol. it meant so much to me that they took time to stop by and keep my bored ass company. even though my house isnt the funnest of places, they still came by to show that they care. and i love them for it. oh so very much. it made me feel so loved, and i appreciate it so much. i didnt know it would have such an impact on me haha. and they can bet their sexy asses that if they're ever bored at home, unable to come out and play, i'll be there with movies and ice cream in hand. i love them so so much.
in other news, its been a boring week. ive defiently caught up on my sleep, and tv watching haha. friends stopped by which was amazing, but other than that its sucked. the vicodin has been treating me oh so well lol. another plus was having my mom be my little slave. that was fun. i just cant wait until my cheeks aren't fat, and i can demolish plates of solid foods again :) i weighed myself today and im at 97 pounds. im not really sure how i lost weight considering ive been sitting on my ass all week. must be the artifical mashed potatoes ive been eating, lol. it's gunna be tough getting back into the normal routine of school and work. but it'll be nice to be out of the house. god damn these stupid stitches need to disolve!
today is bill's birthday! i finally got my fat ass off the couch and went out and it was so much fun. me, bill, jennie, ben, big rob, briana, and jessie played lazer tag and glo golf which was a blast! it was great to be around them all, i love them so much. then we went to zacks and i managed to get some curly fries chewed and swallowed haha. golf claps for solid foods!
me and bookout are really good. i think i really need to quit holding back and give in to what me and him have. we're the cutest couple i know. we mesh really well together. we kind of balance eachother out. im really crazy and out-going, and he's more laid back and chill. we compliment eachother well. sometimes i think he's still too quiet though. cause we all know my past boyfriends have been the loud and obnoxious ones of the bunch haha. but idk, i really really like him :) he treats me like a princess which i LOVE! most of the guys i go for arent like that. he makes me feel special. loves it!
well, that was the first real update ive done in awhile. good shit!