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Minor Rant.
Im pissed cause after 3 amazing games with the Red Sox...the White Sox just lost against the Angels in the first game...and they did it with stupidity.
And now on to other things...
teenage relationships are starting to REALLY annoy me.
If you wanna say I love you say it.
if you wanna do whatever with each other...do it.
but stop all this petty bull shit...
this "you're my everything" "without you i would be nothing" "everything i do...is for you" "without you...my life wouldn't mean anything" and all that shit...fuck that.
i used to say these. or similar things to joanna...but all of it is bull shit...
cause right now i'm without her...and i am everything i was before her...while i was with her...and i'm more of that now...
so fuck that.
why would you say that shit to someone...you know it's gunna be over soon. i mean the most you can get outta someone these days in high school is 2 years if your lucky...or unlucky...however you look at it.
my point is...i laugh at it with my new look on things...
joanna and i said everything like that to each other...and a lot of the time i believed all of it...sometimes i doubted it...the funny thing is...joanna and tomas seem to be saying the same key words like "forever" and all that...this holds true to all relationships...we so desperately want a movie like romance...so we say rediculous romantic shit. if you thinks she's pretty say so. if you love her say so. but don't go out of your way and say stupid stuff like "my world revolves around you" cause in a way it does...in a way it doesnt. so shut up.
we all want movie like romances...and if you notice every romance movie has one thing towards the middle or end that things get shakey...only in the end everything is back to normal...happy and more.
so why when a little something goes wrong in a real relationship can we not work it out and have everything be better? we want all the goods in the movie romance...but we forget about the big thing...when something goes wrong...you have about 20 minutes of that shit and things should be good...you get married...end credits roll...this never happens.
I make my official retirement from backyard wrestling this friday, since i have increasingly been getting more involved with the indy scene and am training to be a pro wrestler with a top guy whose name should go unnamed due to the fact that i don't think he is supposed to be doing it. I am right now thinking that leaving the yard is no big deal...but we'll see i might get slightly emotional since 2 guys that i grew up with in this "business" which is in quotations cause backyard is bull shit...not business...but adam and john will be there supposedly and that means a lot to me.
I barely have my piny toe in the door of the actual business...i've barely been trained...no one knows me...so i have had little...very little exposure to what we call a mark. A mark in professional wrestling is what i call a douchebag in life...however in wrestling without marks...there would be no business...in life i could live without the douchebags...yet i seem to already hate a lot of them...not the fans that are there and know they are fans...then come up to the wrestler and say great match...cause they get to go home...saying they talked to a wrestler and feel like they have made friends...
i hate however someone who thinks they can get into the business...and can do it all...but is just a bitch.
Armando is one of them...
he does ring crew with us...he's a guy i met in BWA/RCW in the backyard...
geh
he's just a mark...talks big...looks cheap...works cheaper...he claims he can do it all in the ring or whatever but he can't...and he thinks because he does ring crew...he has an in with the business and the people that go with it.
fuck that. you're being used on ring crew cause they need people to build the ring. so they get marks to do it cause they know that you will. i'm doing ring crew too. but i'm also training. mike mcnasty does ring crew too...and he's training...while i said im barely even in the business i'm ahead of armando...i don't know where this is going but my point is...i think he needs to stop coming to ring crew...
armando's not the worst though...i know a kid who's worse at marking out...and he doesn't even think he does it...
we'll see though when i'm getting booked and he's just sitting there watching. the cold shoulder is great.
i'm done for now.
see you soon.
Im pissed cause after 3 amazing games with the Red Sox...the White Sox just lost against the Angels in the first game...and they did it with stupidity.
And now on to other things...
teenage relationships are starting to REALLY annoy me.
If you wanna say I love you say it.
if you wanna do whatever with each other...do it.
but stop all this petty bull shit...
this "you're my everything" "without you i would be nothing" "everything i do...is for you" "without you...my life wouldn't mean anything" and all that shit...fuck that.
i used to say these. or similar things to joanna...but all of it is bull shit...
cause right now i'm without her...and i am everything i was before her...while i was with her...and i'm more of that now...
so fuck that.
why would you say that shit to someone...you know it's gunna be over soon. i mean the most you can get outta someone these days in high school is 2 years if your lucky...or unlucky...however you look at it.
my point is...i laugh at it with my new look on things...
joanna and i said everything like that to each other...and a lot of the time i believed all of it...sometimes i doubted it...the funny thing is...joanna and tomas seem to be saying the same key words like "forever" and all that...this holds true to all relationships...we so desperately want a movie like romance...so we say rediculous romantic shit. if you thinks she's pretty say so. if you love her say so. but don't go out of your way and say stupid stuff like "my world revolves around you" cause in a way it does...in a way it doesnt. so shut up.
we all want movie like romances...and if you notice every romance movie has one thing towards the middle or end that things get shakey...only in the end everything is back to normal...happy and more.
so why when a little something goes wrong in a real relationship can we not work it out and have everything be better? we want all the goods in the movie romance...but we forget about the big thing...when something goes wrong...you have about 20 minutes of that shit and things should be good...you get married...end credits roll...this never happens.
I make my official retirement from backyard wrestling this friday, since i have increasingly been getting more involved with the indy scene and am training to be a pro wrestler with a top guy whose name should go unnamed due to the fact that i don't think he is supposed to be doing it. I am right now thinking that leaving the yard is no big deal...but we'll see i might get slightly emotional since 2 guys that i grew up with in this "business" which is in quotations cause backyard is bull shit...not business...but adam and john will be there supposedly and that means a lot to me.
I barely have my piny toe in the door of the actual business...i've barely been trained...no one knows me...so i have had little...very little exposure to what we call a mark. A mark in professional wrestling is what i call a douchebag in life...however in wrestling without marks...there would be no business...in life i could live without the douchebags...yet i seem to already hate a lot of them...not the fans that are there and know they are fans...then come up to the wrestler and say great match...cause they get to go home...saying they talked to a wrestler and feel like they have made friends...
i hate however someone who thinks they can get into the business...and can do it all...but is just a bitch.
Armando is one of them...
he does ring crew with us...he's a guy i met in BWA/RCW in the backyard...
geh
he's just a mark...talks big...looks cheap...works cheaper...he claims he can do it all in the ring or whatever but he can't...and he thinks because he does ring crew...he has an in with the business and the people that go with it.
fuck that. you're being used on ring crew cause they need people to build the ring. so they get marks to do it cause they know that you will. i'm doing ring crew too. but i'm also training. mike mcnasty does ring crew too...and he's training...while i said im barely even in the business i'm ahead of armando...i don't know where this is going but my point is...i think he needs to stop coming to ring crew...
armando's not the worst though...i know a kid who's worse at marking out...and he doesn't even think he does it...
we'll see though when i'm getting booked and he's just sitting there watching. the cold shoulder is great.
i'm done for now.
see you soon.