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Update: woo
alright so...let's see what we got going on here. Nothing really since this year started...2005 i mean...some crazy shit has gone down. emotionally trying shit...and some good shit too...I honestly have always said that when i turn 18 i would immediately start pro training. I never really expected it to happen though...
it has...
also at the beginning of 2005 i never thought that A. I would have gone out with Joanna. and B. we would be where we are right now.
some really really crazy stuff has happened but I'm still alive. and kicking.
Over these past 9 or so months I have actually become a very personal person, this is why i hardly update.
But here's where i am right now
for 3 hours a day i feel dead. I go to school and just barely exist there. I have no interest in making new friends and only talk to the people i talk to if i feel like it. which half the time i do since i don't want to be rude.
i miss kate serpe a lot. her and i have always been close. and we hardly saw each other before she left...but now that she is away...i get really sad when i think about her not being able to come over whenever we wanna hang out.
I really feel that if Adam graduated I would only have solomon as a friend from the original group since for some reason all my friends in high school that are now in college...i get the feeling they look at me as a loser to an extent.
I would never admit this to a direct soul but i will admit it to the masses.
I miss hanging out with Joanna every now and then...she was extremely fun to be around on that same note...call me naive but i am feeling really good about this postive look Tomas and I have on our relationship...both professionally and personally.
I'm getting tired of people laughing when they hear I want to be a professional wrestler and currently training...
with that said I have been workng out like crazy. and already am feeling healthier than i have in a long long long time.
i just hope the results show.
i stumbled upon CM Punk's livejournal which i found a comical story about him being straight edge and cops thinking he is a druggie...
i've been 18 for 3 months...still no tattoo. and that was the thing i was actually expecting to do...
so
Wrestling-not expecting to do
tattoo-expecting to do
and it was reversed.
This Friday i am working ring crew for a CCW show in East Haven. I am really looking forward to it.
I am too dumb for my own good.
the end.
alright so...let's see what we got going on here. Nothing really since this year started...2005 i mean...some crazy shit has gone down. emotionally trying shit...and some good shit too...I honestly have always said that when i turn 18 i would immediately start pro training. I never really expected it to happen though...
it has...
also at the beginning of 2005 i never thought that A. I would have gone out with Joanna. and B. we would be where we are right now.
some really really crazy stuff has happened but I'm still alive. and kicking.
Over these past 9 or so months I have actually become a very personal person, this is why i hardly update.
But here's where i am right now
for 3 hours a day i feel dead. I go to school and just barely exist there. I have no interest in making new friends and only talk to the people i talk to if i feel like it. which half the time i do since i don't want to be rude.
i miss kate serpe a lot. her and i have always been close. and we hardly saw each other before she left...but now that she is away...i get really sad when i think about her not being able to come over whenever we wanna hang out.
I really feel that if Adam graduated I would only have solomon as a friend from the original group since for some reason all my friends in high school that are now in college...i get the feeling they look at me as a loser to an extent.
I would never admit this to a direct soul but i will admit it to the masses.
I miss hanging out with Joanna every now and then...she was extremely fun to be around on that same note...call me naive but i am feeling really good about this postive look Tomas and I have on our relationship...both professionally and personally.
I'm getting tired of people laughing when they hear I want to be a professional wrestler and currently training...
with that said I have been workng out like crazy. and already am feeling healthier than i have in a long long long time.
i just hope the results show.
i stumbled upon CM Punk's livejournal which i found a comical story about him being straight edge and cops thinking he is a druggie...
i've been 18 for 3 months...still no tattoo. and that was the thing i was actually expecting to do...
so
Wrestling-not expecting to do
tattoo-expecting to do
and it was reversed.
This Friday i am working ring crew for a CCW show in East Haven. I am really looking forward to it.
I am too dumb for my own good.
the end.