Jul 10, 2005 13:20
my lil brother is watching thee cutest movie ever (: it so cute how boys talk to girls ON TV. (:
friday- i chillled with kritta i came home and did nothing. i creid a WHOLE lot that night cuz haha this whole lil doctor thing gots me all confused not to mention july 8 was the 2 years day of my last surgery.it was horrible buh hmm i talked to dubsy then kritta then josh then kritta again(: i was alright by the time i talked to kritta the second time!
saturday- kritta left for the beach): buh i went to the hospital then my momma took me shoppin and got me some really cute clothes(: haha then uhmm i came home changed went down to memorial and tlkaed to dubsy haha i might get a job down there WhAt WhAt haha ohh my then uhmm wwe came her ethen i drove down to burger king and she drove back then she went to work and juss chilled so then at liek7 i walked up to pizza hut. filled out a application hahah then uhmm we went to a baseball game! i broke dubsys car for sure. a penny fell in the lighter and it was spaking and shit then gossh her cd player wont work): i really broked it then hmm we stopped at pizza hut so she could get something to eat then josh called... he was mad ): and i was scurreeeddd. buh the hmm i went to kayla and told them about my day (: they love to listen haha then me and dubsy walked up to my cribbles and then hmm chilled i called josh abck yea.. and we talked for a min then he said he was gunna call me back SOOOO i got out some old notes and cards and read them to dubsy and i cried a lil but): buh i was iightbuh then hmmi walked dubsy half ways home then came back and kritta called.. then josh called so i talked to him til liek 1 then uhm fell asleep!
then today_ i slept til 1 WHAT NOW! haha i was tired as shit.. buh i think im gunna chill for a lil bit more then hahah go shower and then dress up a lil bit and yea do something!
... cuz now you say what you gotta say and it dont matter who it hurts, cuz you havta let people know how your feelin, no matter what becomes of it you gotta stay strong for ya self, buh you cant forget about the people you care about... /:
ya know how like you really care bout someone and like no matter what ya cant really picture ya life without that person, but then at the same time there is someone else that can't picture their life without that person, buh ya know ya can't be with two people .. so what do you do?!
cuz like when you care someone that much it's hard to let em go, cuz ya always wonderin what they are doin when they aint with you and ya always wonderin if shits ya fault, buh dont give up and dont take alla the blame (*:
ii ll yy <<33