... tell us what been happening*
well..
yesterdaty jus plain out sucked! krittas away kaylas workin 24/7 and alicia and i dont speak so i was bored outta my mind): so i thought bout a whole bunch of things and slept ALL DAY! it was horrible!
here's some highlights (+) & (-)
+ i cuaght up on some sleep
+ i didnt have to work
- super bored
+ talked to dan oh yea im gettin a new job(:
- had to walk my dog
----- did nothing all day
then last night i tried callin josh buh he didnt answer ): so i went to bed...
then he callled and we talked for a lil bit! buh he had to "eat" so he'd call me back... well he musta been starvin cuz he ate for like 2 hours! buh somone called my cell of private and was like" yo have u talked to josh" i was uhmm yea whos this and they was like " dont worry bout it buh ya boy aint eatin he onna phone with another bitch" i was liikkkeee DAMMMNNNNN! and thopught fuck it im out! so then kritta called and dubsy called then kritta called again and then josh called hahha so i tlaked to him for a hot min.. buh he hadda be up at some 5 inna AM so he went to bed! haha so i called kritta back and talked to her then i did something real stupid! i text josh and was like juss answer me 2 questions... blah blah blah... then he called me buh i didnt answer cuz i was onna fone so like 5 min later i called him back... and he wass like "it's whatever" ... i was like shocked )*: so hmm yea that was a terrible thing): and i dont know if we's still together or not buh i hope we are ): cuz hmm it would be terrible! cuz hmm honestly he does do shit that pisses me off and i KNOW i do shit that pisses him off cuz im a fuckin smart ass and anything anyone says i always got a smart ass comment to back it up. buh ya know people get mad its life okay... danng buh like we argue over THEE dumbest things .. and i really do care bout that kid i really do but like i duno he said i changed): i dont think i did buh who knows.. buh he makes me super happy like alla time (when we aint argueing) and he said he's always gunna be there.. buh ya know i duno... i mean everything was fine till like friday ): then shit really got messed uop.. this doctor shit all got me thinkin of how life used to be buh now it like fucked up and everyone is mad each other and people are walkin outta my fuckin life right in front of me and it sucks ass... cuz these people HAVE always been there and now it like BAM.. deal with ya shit ya self ): and it horrible and if me and josh break up imma go nuts ): haha cuz like hmm i duno i really love him and i duno it juss wierd! hmmmmmmmm i duno life blowws... ): cuz like bad shit happens and ya sit around and think of all the good times that you usta have! and lemme tell ya there was alot shit we all did buh we dont do no more and it sucks haha like sneakin out to meet people at the basketball court haha and alla lil "sleepovers" at my house ): we wont do that shit no more cuz no one gets along): haha buh i duno im bout to shower and get ready to go "learn" down at the pool cuz haha i m workin there now...(:
I HOPE EVERYTHING WORKS OUT BETWEEN EVERYONE )*:
i love you no matter what happens <33333
yesterdaty jus plain out sucked! krittas away kaylas workin 24/7 and alicia and i dont speak so i was bored outta my mind): so i thought bout a whole bunch of things and slept ALL DAY! it was horrible!
here's some highlights (+) & (-)
+ i cuaght up on some sleep
+ i didnt have to work
- super bored
+ talked to dan oh yea im gettin a new job(:
- had to walk my dog
----- did nothing all day
then last night i tried callin josh buh he didnt answer ): so i went to bed...
then he callled and we talked for a lil bit! buh he had to "eat" so he'd call me back... well he musta been starvin cuz he ate for like 2 hours! buh somone called my cell of private and was like" yo have u talked to josh" i was uhmm yea whos this and they was like " dont worry bout it buh ya boy aint eatin he onna phone with another bitch" i was liikkkeee DAMMMNNNNN! and thopught fuck it im out! so then kritta called and dubsy called then kritta called again and then josh called hahha so i tlaked to him for a hot min.. buh he hadda be up at some 5 inna AM so he went to bed! haha so i called kritta back and talked to her then i did something real stupid! i text josh and was like juss answer me 2 questions... blah blah blah... then he called me buh i didnt answer cuz i was onna fone so like 5 min later i called him back... and he wass like "it's whatever" ... i was like shocked )*: so hmm yea that was a terrible thing): and i dont know if we's still together or not buh i hope we are ): cuz hmm it would be terrible! cuz hmm honestly he does do shit that pisses me off and i KNOW i do shit that pisses him off cuz im a fuckin smart ass and anything anyone says i always got a smart ass comment to back it up. buh ya know people get mad its life okay... danng buh like we argue over THEE dumbest things .. and i really do care bout that kid i really do but like i duno he said i changed): i dont think i did buh who knows.. buh he makes me super happy like alla time (when we aint argueing) and he said he's always gunna be there.. buh ya know i duno... i mean everything was fine till like friday ): then shit really got messed uop.. this doctor shit all got me thinkin of how life used to be buh now it like fucked up and everyone is mad each other and people are walkin outta my fuckin life right in front of me and it sucks ass... cuz these people HAVE always been there and now it like BAM.. deal with ya shit ya self ): and it horrible and if me and josh break up imma go nuts ): haha cuz like hmm i duno i really love him and i duno it juss wierd! hmmmmmmmm i duno life blowws... ): cuz like bad shit happens and ya sit around and think of all the good times that you usta have! and lemme tell ya there was alot shit we all did buh we dont do no more and it sucks haha like sneakin out to meet people at the basketball court haha and alla lil "sleepovers" at my house ): we wont do that shit no more cuz no one gets along): haha buh i duno im bout to shower and get ready to go "learn" down at the pool cuz haha i m workin there now...(:
I HOPE EVERYTHING WORKS OUT BETWEEN EVERYONE )*:
i love you no matter what happens <33333