hmmm again..

[just_being_me_1]

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lol, ur silly

[zim7856]

hey, well, i guess ya did ur best on not thinking about the future, but i guess when something is really important to you then you worry about it, when i turn 18, im not gonna just move in with mark, i will visit everyone, see how everyone is doing, then come back, maybe i will move in with him, but even if i do i wont be giving up on us, i will visit alot and write, and when u turn 18, we can see our choices on what to do, *SK* so don't worry kid, i haven't been doing drugs, i haven't done em for awhile, i get high occasionally, like once a month, so its not that bad, smoking cigs, i know it bothers you, but its just something i do, i wish i wasn;t so addicted then i would quite, but i guess thats how things work. I drink occasionally too, im toned down alot, so ya should be happy that most of my bad habits are gone. The cutting, its for more than just being sad, if my dad pisses me off too much then ill do it, or sometimes i do it because it feels good, like, maybe if we talk about it and everything we can try some goth sex :) if your up to it, i am, ill drink ur blood :P And about my past, i do think about it, the sad stuff doesn't bother me at all, its just the fact i guess that people in mass know me, what i mean by that is they have known me for 3 years, they have partied, been there, etc., ya know, its just the fact that they stick on ya in a sense, it would be like if rima just moved, then you would be sad and miss her, ya know? well im gonna go play with cousins, they have too much energy, i love you jessica *SK* and you make me happy, even if you wipe my sock on.....gross stuff.....

Re: lol, ur silly

[just_being_me_1]

we can try some goth sex :) how about no... i may have cut myself before... but it wasn't deep, i may like some pain at times but not with the whole cutting shit, i have promised people i wouldn't do that and i stopped, which now I just think its really stupid to do because you could think of something else to do instead of it.
other then that everything you wrote made me happy :) I love you