Dec 09, 2004 14:52
This crush business is not easy. Then again, if it were supposed to be easy and painless, it wouldn't be called a crush.
I like him, but im not sure if I genuinly like him or i want to hook up with him or I'm just getting desperate.
Physically, we fit together. We look GOOD together. It feels right, like a puzzle fitting together.
Personality wise, we are not alike at ALL. He has absolutly no goals in life. None. After college, he wants to move to amsterdam and smoke himself to death. Thats just not my style.
I never know what to say when i'm near him. Its weird. I just wish i knew what to do, and it would turn out alright. But i feel as if thats too much to ask, for me at least.
hmph.