You Think You Very Jokeyy?!
Me & My Wilson, Ayesha.
Lately, I've grown to respect and appreciate her so much. During the summer holidays we grew apart and I became angry with her for no reason. I used to brainwash my mind with thoughts at how she never cared about me because she didn't call and we hardly went out. Now I realized it was me. I pushed her away. I showed her that I wasn't caring. I didn't make the effort to stay in touch in those 3 months. I "replaced" her and everything I did just built up for a huge explosion and fall to reality.
Now, since I've been back in college, I've realized a hell of a lot. I know who my true friends are. Who I am going to know for a lifetime, I'm sure. Who I can trust with all my heart and the people who I truly love and cannot imagine life without. They're only a few friends [excluding my family] and it's true what they say "you can count true friends on one hand".
I have been blessed with 2 best friends that I care so much about and seriously are always there at beck and call, when I need them. Ayesha & Hasana. I love them so much. This past week has just shown me how close I am with them and how, no matter what happens and what we go through, they will always be there for me, will never judge me, and will never hurt me.
Sure we have our ups and down, we can get upset over the smallest things but to have the power and ability to move on from those things and not let our friendship get bruised, that is so important.
Keep friends close. It's very rare to get friends who love you as much as you love them. I believed I would never find any friend like that. I always give everything and always subside for the minimum affection. NOW. I believe I found that true friend. Her name is Ayesha and I wouldn't give up our friendship for anything....