"i'd kill to fall asleep..."

[just_a_phase49]

god...why is it that once things start going great in my life, i start remembering other shit that makes me unhappy? i don't know...i guess it's just this time of year. it will be one year ago one june 6 that ben and i broke up. kinda crazy...i mean i was with the damn kid for almost three fuckin years. i don't know...it's like, i feel sad and

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Hi Anne

[anonymous]

Hey I just came across your journal. Hope you don't mind that I read it, but when I saw Ben's name in there I thought I would say something. Don't feel stupid for remembering him and feeling sad. I'm sure he does the same about you more often than he'll admit. You guys were together for a long ass time, it was almost like you were part of our family. So I was sad when you guys broke up too. Strangly when I think about it now I still kinda get sad, I guess just 'cause you meant so much to Ben and he means so much to to me. So it's ok to be sad, but I'm really glad to hear that things are going well for you now. Hope to see ya around Anne. Take care.

Peace

SP

Re: Hi Anne

[just_a_phase49]

thank you. i really don't have much else to say. hearing this from you really makes me feel better about the whole situation. thank you, again! give me a call sometime--just bcz i can't be around ben w/o feeling sad doesn't mean the same happens when i chill w/ you!

Re: Hi Anne

[anonymous]

:) You're welcome. I will give you a call sometime. It's been quite a while since we've hung out. Feel free to call me any time as well, my # is 238-9491.

♥-SP