"i'd kill to fall asleep..."
god...why is it that once things start going great in my life, i start remembering other shit that makes me unhappy? i don't know...i guess it's just this time of year. it will be one year ago one june 6 that ben and i broke up. kinda crazy...i mean i was with the damn kid for almost three fuckin years. i don't know...it's like, i feel sad and yet i feel stupid for feeling sad bcz things are actually going really well in my life (for once). bah...well, i'm sure no one wants to hear me bitch about stupid shit...i don't even want to hear myself bitch about it.
i need to move out. i really hate living here. it's just too much for me to have to work three jobs and have to come back here just so my parents can bitch at me about not being home...it's rather sad, actually.
well...i'm going to attempt to find something more constructive to focus my draining energy on. i doubt i will find anything but it's worth a try. the end.
i need to move out. i really hate living here. it's just too much for me to have to work three jobs and have to come back here just so my parents can bitch at me about not being home...it's rather sad, actually.
well...i'm going to attempt to find something more constructive to focus my draining energy on. i doubt i will find anything but it's worth a try. the end.