Apr 21, 2004 03:14
well... hello to all of the 0 people who read this and actually care about what i have to say... i have returned... let me just say my life has been "interesting" since i last updated... well we got home march 9th... got to get off the boat and relax for a while... went on leave, this is where it gets interesting... so i get to virginia and brianna is waiting for me in the airport, with some of her friends, one of which i had never met, she sees me and gives me a big hug... i go to give her a kiss and she turns away from me............ WHAT A GREAT WAY TO SAY I MISSED YOU!!! anyways, turns out i'm not good enough cause i live too far away, dear, i have lived "too far away" for 6 months and you had no problem leading me on then, would 2 more weeks have killed you that much... i mean come on... if anyone out there thinks i am in the wrong for being upset about paying $450.00 and flying 3000 miles to get dumped please let me know and i will tell you what you can do with your comment....
on a MUCH better note... met Tara... interesting and fun girl... stayed with her for about 9 days while i was in Virginia... Brianna i am sure you are reading this and i could really care less what you think about it... you broke my heart and basically ignored me the whole time i was there (which was meant to see you by the way, if you weren't sure)... i know you want to be friends but i need some time to be pissed off, you would too... so please.. DEAL WITH IT... anyways, Tara is awesome, had some good times there, nothing too serious though... then i flew HOME, scary as that seems... spent 3 hours trying to rent a car (i didn't know you are supposed to be 25 to do that in Illinois, probably why i don't go there much) got home and met up with my friend Chris, haven't seen him in about 2 years (he got huge, like he was 160 and scrawny, now he is 220 and muscular) shocked the hell out of me... we did our share of drinking in the 2 days i was there....
Went to my grandmothers house on Easter sunday... surprised everyone by showing up there... told my sea stories and actually had everyones attention for i think the first time in my life... sad huh? i actually had to be gone 2 years before they paid attention... so it is my life and i have made it so far...
got back to san diego.. unfortunately... was leaving the ship on monday and was talking to this girl kristy and got an email from her the next day asking me out... shocking i know, someone actually thinks i am good looking... so i said yes and we have been inseparable ever since... got really drunk and went to a padres game thursday.. i love being the loud drunk up in the upper deck... got lots of laughs that night... found out some bad news the other night but i will get over it... all in all i am doing ok, and as soon as we pull back in from this short 5 day operation, things will get back to normal, hopefully.......
goodnight and enjoy...