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Sep 21, 2007 23:21

Things at home really are seeming routine lately. Which feels wrong to say given what my jobs are like, but I've gotten used to them. Maybe too much. I worry about it.

I worry about too much. I'm also worrying that all this slack time is fate or whatever saving up for something really nasty.

sister, ken

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orchidsblood September 22 2007, 15:40:54 UTC
"Or maybe it's fate trying to make up for all the awful stuff that already happened."

Hugs?

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just_a_murder September 22 2007, 17:21:24 UTC
::hugs:: Hi, Ran-chan. I can't quite let myself believe that. Life doesn't seem to work that way.

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orchidsblood September 22 2007, 18:35:01 UTC
"Then maybe it should. You deserve to be happy."

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just_a_murder September 22 2007, 18:38:43 UTC
We all do.

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orchidsblood September 22 2007, 18:49:50 UTC
Ran fakes a smile. "I'm working on it."

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just_a_murder September 22 2007, 18:55:08 UTC
::Watching so many people in the Nexus putting on brave faces and not quite getting it is disheartening.:: I'm trying as well. I'd ask how you've been but that smile doesn't bode well.

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orchidsblood September 22 2007, 22:30:35 UTC
It's just... It's been so long since that fight, and it's frustrating that everyone isn't back to full strength, and that Kritiker is still in such disarray. Even if we don't actually ask, we can still tell that Manx and Birman are stressed out in ways they weren't before."

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just_a_murder September 22 2007, 22:49:17 UTC
Kritiker in my reality never seems to get it together. They're always a mess.

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orchidsblood September 22 2007, 22:54:43 UTC
Ran nods. "From what I've gathered, they won't have a strong leader until they get to the point where Omi steps up, but I'm sure you can understand why I don't want to hurry towards that."

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just_a_murder September 22 2007, 22:58:00 UTC
Yes. Too many of the realities in which Omi becomes a strong leader also have him becoming ruthless, miserable, and Takatori. ::Actually, all of them have so far, although his own Omi is holding on.::

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orchidsblood September 22 2007, 22:59:52 UTC
Ran nods. "I haven't told anyone in my world about the Nexus, so they don't know about this stuff, but.... Hell, Omi and Yohji are pretty solidly a couple. If anything changes what could happen to Omi, that would be it."

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just_a_murder September 22 2007, 23:01:04 UTC
I hope that helps. My Omi... doesn't have anyone like that.

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orchidsblood September 22 2007, 23:10:23 UTC
"I've heard rumors that in some worlds he and the Schwarz boy...."

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just_a_murder September 22 2007, 23:16:44 UTC
It hasn't happened in mine so far.

::small smile:: Nexus Nagi has been horrified by the idea of getting together with an Omi.

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orchidsblood September 22 2007, 23:22:53 UTC
"Mmm, different worlds, I suppose. Our sister says very good things about the Nexus one, though." Ran shrugs. "Even if it will happen, it can't be rushed."

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just_a_murder September 22 2007, 23:30:26 UTC
Nagi is a better person than he likes to admit to.

Nor forced.

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