Sooooo...

[just_a_guy_gurl]

The play is over. woot. No more stressing out and pissing people off. lmao. But i feel really bad. Mr B was in so much pain from his arm. I had my dad bring over a darvaset to make him feel a bit better. it put him to sleep... so at least he couldnt feel the pain as much. But the first play today was really rough. I had myslef and will and then another tech come that i have never met before and she didnt know where anything went.. so ughhness. Then the second show went really well. Except i had a meltdown before it... hmm. yea. I love everyone that was backstage then. They really helped and i want them to know that... haha. now that i look back on it i realize that in a way it is funny. I couldnt even look at will without crying... yea. i was that gone. hahahaha. But after the show started i was fine. He looked at me after the first set change and was like "you ok now?" and i was like "yea. i wish i could tell you everything... but i cant right now" he looked aggravated. god.. whatever im retarded..I think it was b/c i wouldnt open up to him. I mean i couldnt right? i couldnt do that. i couldnt tell him everything that was going on. i dont know why i cant open up my feelings.. its weird. but so am i so its all good. haha But i am ok now. i still have an hour to play a prank on someone. but i cant think of anything. so whatever. there is always next year. = ]!!!

ok my feet are killing me and i feel like i can sleep for an eternity. so i might as well start eternity now. = ]

ttyl!!!!!! Call the cell if you wanna hang sometime soon!!!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Erin