Its amazing...
Its so amazing how you can be in an amazingly happy mood and then in a span of two minutes you can go to being absolutly downright upset. It amazes me that it happens. I mean, shouldnt good prevail over bad... even in feelings. I mean, why should bad moods spoil all of the good things that have been happening that day, or that hour? Sorry I must not be making any sense. Im just so confused on what to do. I guess i should do what Mary says and not give up. But i feel like it may jsut be the best thing and not get my heart hurt again. But either way it will. It is inevitable. Everyone gets ther heart broken or at least hurt once in a while. But im tired of it. Im tired of all of this. Mary has already pretty much been there to read what i am typing. I am just saying the same thing that i told her before.
I dont want to like him. I dont want any of it anymore. But we are friends which makes this entire thing so difficult. It makes is so confusing. I want to forget everything. But of course that would be the easy way out, and that never works. lol. So i guess i am going to go and accept wha tis going to happen. Or at least what i am pretty sure what will happen. Because some things dont quite happen the way you expect...
ughh. god im confused. im going to go and think...
ttyl! ♥
I dont want to like him. I dont want any of it anymore. But we are friends which makes this entire thing so difficult. It makes is so confusing. I want to forget everything. But of course that would be the easy way out, and that never works. lol. So i guess i am going to go and accept wha tis going to happen. Or at least what i am pretty sure what will happen. Because some things dont quite happen the way you expect...
ughh. god im confused. im going to go and think...
ttyl! ♥