Bonjour I have arrived! (you get so many fucking friendship points if you know what I'm referring to. If you don't know you haven't watched this clip as much as I have and you clearly need to)
So it took me a while to get here because I've been busy but you know I read it and you know how I felt about it as I was reading it because I was having too many feelings that couldn't be contained until the end of the fic.
First I got to thank you for the shout out. I really enjoy cheering you on and being there for you even though you kept me in the dark about what it was exactly and almost gave me a damn heart attack because of the scene with the vibrator. I really should've seen that coming because you talked to me about it and I knew somewhere along the way you were going toInclude it but I just wasn't ready. I just wasn't and it made it so much better because damn. I can't english when all I want is to kiss you for writing this and for sharing it with everyone and for being so damn great. You worked so hard on this I can see why why and it's sooo good. I feel as though I tasted something so delicious I want to savour every last bite and lick the crumbs and even the plate it came served on. I'm so serious I almost wished I wasn't because all of these emotions are too much to handle.
So first of all when they said bye at the airport for the first time I almost cried. I don't know why I didn't cry the first time I read it since I'm a huge baby but now just thinking about it even though I know it ends well I'm tearing up because it was kind of really fucking heartbreaking despite it only being temporary.
When it was mentioned that key took jonghyun's sweatshirts I could just picture key lying down in his bed wearing jonghyun's clothes and for a moment being comforted by them and the lingering smell of jonghyun in them. And sometimes he'll get off on that and sometimes he'll just clutch the little plushie close to his chest and go to sleep, a part of him glad that one more day was over as it was one more day closer to being with jonghyun again.
If there's something that I absolutely appreciate about you is your ability to point out different aspects of their relationship and their bond with one another without elaborating on it too much. Idek how to describe it properly you just have a view of their relationship that's so beautiful and heavily founded on how you've seen them interact irl. I got to say I really appreciate minho's support on this. I love minho so much and the fact that he tried to be there for jonghyun when he knew the other man was feeling down is endearing.
I knew you wouldn't leave out something about how it didn't feel right when they were separated. I just knew it in my heart that you were going to place that somehow, somewhere inside the fic and thank god you did because it was glorious.
I think it's really cute that jonghyun tried to learn more English in case key wanted to move to London. The fact that he didn't think about anything else other than what kibum wanted showed his willingness to sacrifice for kibum and because he loves him. I'M FUCKING CRYING DON'T LOOK AT ME.
But in the end I'm just glad it didn't come down to that. It's not even a question about whether or not they are going to live together after school but WHEN they do. That's just so cute! I got to say I was a little put off by taemin being jonghyun's roommate because to me it didn't feel right. It felt like an intruder had come to step inside their space, a space they had created just for the two of them.
Now I love how jonghyun was quiet the first they jerked off in front of each other while on their laptops. I feel like he got better at that though as the time went on. He has the voice for it and for phone sex and I can picture it so vividly. Hhfts7ztistztg Oh my *I'm going to fucking pass out*
Another thing that I really liked was how proud kibum is of jonghyun and his skills and his passion for creating music and writing lyrics.And the emotions that flooded through him when jonghyun would serenade him and write songs and poetry about him and his feelings and their relationship. And I imagine one day in the future when companies buy more songs from him or when he sings his own and a company signs him up kibum will be so proud and soooo amazed that now thousands of people will be able to hear lyrics that were inspired by their relationship and by how jonghyun perceives kibum and all of his beauty.
I'm rambling I'm going to stop... but think about it. One day in the future when they are older kibum will get to talk about the songs and the lyrics and tell it all to their children or their nieces and nephews if they have any and he'll play those songs for them and tear up a little and say "see that's what he wrote for me, thats what he wrote about me, about us."
And if they don't have any children I can picture kibum at an old age sitting in sofa and getting lost in the music and the beautiful words that jonghyun wrote for him. Oh man I need to stop. This is just too cute for me. It's like you know all of my weaknesses.
And the end was just so you. And what I mean by that it's that it's so sweet and filled with hope and love and excitement towards a future of being together more closely and more intimately than before as they start and new chapter of their lives and what the rings symbolize and the promises that they'll make to one another that they'll never break and the kisses that will seal it. I can almost feel the passion and love radiating from those sentences at the end.
You're just so incredibly great. YOU'RE THE BESTEST EVER LET ME LOVE YOU!!
P.s: forgive me for any typos I'm really tired now and I'm going to pass out as soon as post this Comment. I know you won't mind too much but still.
(I... had to google that. But then I remembered! So can I get like at least half of those friendship points please D:) And thank you so much darling for cheering me on and sticking with me while I wrote this. I know you don't think it's much but let me tell you it made a hell of a difference. It kept me writing and I don't know if I would have finished it or else. I'm glad you liked that scene xD I'm no good for dirty talk but I tried and I like that scene in the end ^^ so yay When they say goodbye the first time -- it was kind of weird to write because usually I'm able to feel the emotions more and idk like, assess how the characters should be feeling? But here I'd imagined that scene so many times in my head that when came time to write it I was almost, like, detached. So I could only hope I got the emotions right and I have to say I'm glad to hear you got emotional however twisted that sounds! Him jerking off while wearing Jonghyun's sweater oh yessssss we think alike ;) hehehehehehe I am so, so flattered by what you said about portraying their relationship. I don't want it to be all fluffy but I love fluff and drama is hard to plan and figure out so //thank you so much//. I'm a bit surprised that you saw this heavily founded irl because although it's something I try to do I didn't really think much of it in this fic. I mean I try my best characterization-wise but relationship-wise is always a bit greyer an area. So double thank you so much for that <3333 you flatter me so much honey. Minho is a good friend. He teases and makes fun of JongKey but he really is a good friend to them/Jonghyun. The fact that Jonghyun is so willing to make sacrifices is the basis for a lot of his character's decisions and for how he feels. In my head, he has more insecurities than Kibum in their relationship and kind of expects to be the one to have to grovel and all that. It's how I pictured his character (but he's wrong of course). With time, he gets better, he just needs to hear it more from Kibum to convince himself. The fic's from Jonghyun's pov but I still tried to show indirectly how much Kibum cares about him, like how he appreciates his songs and what not. You are observant dear <3 Sorry hun Jonghyun had to find another roommate to keep the room xD Taemin wasn't intruding all that much! Jonghyun's voice oh my godddddd if it helps I do picture him getting better at dirty talk with time and practice heheheheheheh I haven't thought about their futures beyond their career paths, so I really don't know whether kids are in store for them. Feel free to imagine \o/ ~~ I love your little scenarios though <333 Actually I pictured the rings as engagement rings. They can't really get married but they have that meaning ^^ Thank you so, so much darling <333 Like I told you before I am so fucking happy that you liked this and relieved and touched by all the wonderful things you've said ;_; you are the bestest, i love you <3 thank you so much, for everything.
So it took me a while to get here because I've been busy but you know I read it and you know how I felt about it as I was reading it because I was having too many feelings that couldn't be contained until the end of the fic.
First I got to thank you for the shout out. I really enjoy cheering you on and being there for you even though you kept me in the dark about what it was exactly and almost gave me a damn heart attack because of the scene with the vibrator. I really should've seen that coming because you talked to me about it and I knew somewhere along the way you were going toInclude it but I just wasn't ready. I just wasn't and it made it so much better because damn. I can't english when all I want is to kiss you for writing this and for sharing it with everyone and for being so damn great. You worked so hard on this I can see why why and it's sooo good. I feel as though I tasted something so delicious I want to savour every last bite and lick the crumbs and even the plate it came served on. I'm so serious I almost wished I wasn't because all of these emotions are too much to handle.
So first of all when they said bye at the airport for the first time I almost cried. I don't know why I didn't cry the first time I read it since I'm a huge baby but now just thinking about it even though I know it ends well I'm tearing up because it was kind of really fucking heartbreaking despite it only being temporary.
When it was mentioned that key took jonghyun's sweatshirts I could just picture key lying down in his bed wearing jonghyun's clothes and for a moment being comforted by them and the lingering smell of jonghyun in them. And sometimes he'll get off on that and sometimes he'll just clutch the little plushie close to his chest and go to sleep, a part of him glad that one more day was over as it was one more day closer to being with jonghyun again.
If there's something that I absolutely appreciate about you is your ability to point out different aspects of their relationship and their bond with one another without elaborating on it too much. Idek how to describe it properly you just have a view of their relationship that's so beautiful and heavily founded on how you've seen them interact irl.
I got to say I really appreciate minho's support on this. I love minho so much and the fact that he tried to be there for jonghyun when he knew the other man was feeling down is endearing.
I knew you wouldn't leave out something about how it didn't feel right when they were separated. I just knew it in my heart that you were going to place that somehow, somewhere inside the fic and thank god you did because it was glorious.
I think it's really cute that jonghyun tried to learn more English in case key wanted to move to London. The fact that he didn't think about anything else other than what kibum wanted showed his willingness to sacrifice for kibum and because he loves him. I'M FUCKING CRYING DON'T LOOK AT ME.
But in the end I'm just glad it didn't come down to that. It's not even a question about whether or not they are going to live together after school but WHEN they do. That's just so cute! I got to say I was a little put off by taemin being jonghyun's roommate because to me it didn't feel right. It felt like an intruder had come to step inside their space, a space they had created just for the two of them.
Now I love how jonghyun was quiet the first they jerked off in front of each other while on their laptops. I feel like he got better at that though as the time went on. He has the voice for it and for phone sex and I can picture it so vividly. Hhfts7ztistztg Oh my *I'm going to fucking pass out*
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I'm rambling I'm going to stop... but think about it. One day in the future when they are older kibum will get to talk about the songs and the lyrics and tell it all to their children or their nieces and nephews if they have any and he'll play those songs for them and tear up a little and say "see that's what he wrote for me, thats what he wrote about me, about us."
And if they don't have any children I can picture kibum at an old age sitting in sofa and getting lost in the music and the beautiful words that jonghyun wrote for him. Oh man I need to stop. This is just too cute for me. It's like you know all of my weaknesses.
And the end was just so you. And what I mean by that it's that it's so sweet and filled with hope and love and excitement towards a future of being together more closely and more intimately than before as they start and new chapter of their lives and what the rings symbolize and the promises that they'll make to one another that they'll never break and the kisses that will seal it. I can almost feel the passion and love radiating from those sentences at the end.
You're just so incredibly great. YOU'RE THE BESTEST EVER LET ME LOVE YOU!!
P.s: forgive me for any typos I'm really tired now and I'm going to pass out as soon as post this Comment. I know you won't mind too much but still.
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And thank you so much darling for cheering me on and sticking with me while I wrote this. I know you don't think it's much but let me tell you it made a hell of a difference. It kept me writing and I don't know if I would have finished it or else.
I'm glad you liked that scene xD I'm no good for dirty talk but I tried and I like that scene in the end ^^ so yay
When they say goodbye the first time -- it was kind of weird to write because usually I'm able to feel the emotions more and idk like, assess how the characters should be feeling? But here I'd imagined that scene so many times in my head that when came time to write it I was almost, like, detached. So I could only hope I got the emotions right and I have to say I'm glad to hear you got emotional however twisted that sounds!
Him jerking off while wearing Jonghyun's sweater oh yessssss we think alike ;) hehehehehehe
I am so, so flattered by what you said about portraying their relationship. I don't want it to be all fluffy but I love fluff and drama is hard to plan and figure out so //thank you so much//. I'm a bit surprised that you saw this heavily founded irl because although it's something I try to do I didn't really think much of it in this fic. I mean I try my best characterization-wise but relationship-wise is always a bit greyer an area. So double thank you so much for that <3333 you flatter me so much honey.
Minho is a good friend. He teases and makes fun of JongKey but he really is a good friend to them/Jonghyun.
The fact that Jonghyun is so willing to make sacrifices is the basis for a lot of his character's decisions and for how he feels. In my head, he has more insecurities than Kibum in their relationship and kind of expects to be the one to have to grovel and all that. It's how I pictured his character (but he's wrong of course). With time, he gets better, he just needs to hear it more from Kibum to convince himself. The fic's from Jonghyun's pov but I still tried to show indirectly how much Kibum cares about him, like how he appreciates his songs and what not. You are observant dear <3
Sorry hun Jonghyun had to find another roommate to keep the room xD Taemin wasn't intruding all that much!
Jonghyun's voice oh my godddddd if it helps I do picture him getting better at dirty talk with time and practice heheheheheheh
I haven't thought about their futures beyond their career paths, so I really don't know whether kids are in store for them. Feel free to imagine \o/ ~~ I love your little scenarios though <333
Actually I pictured the rings as engagement rings. They can't really get married but they have that meaning ^^
Thank you so, so much darling <333 Like I told you before I am so fucking happy that you liked this and relieved and touched by all the wonderful things you've said ;_; you are the bestest, i love you <3 thank you so much, for everything.
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