sticky coconut rice... yumy!

[jusayno]

i was walking back to my car, after my cooking lab. and i saw shawn park next to me. he wanted to give me a v-day gift! i was surprised. he kept saying all these things. and i was lost. he said something that if i had a boyfriend at the moment that his intentions were not to screw things up. something like that. but i made it clear that i dont have anyone at the moment. but that i was going through some unnecessary issues. and that i'm not looking for anything serious with anybody. ok so what if i have a crush on chris from speech and jason with the good profile! honestly its just good to look at them. it makes me feel better. and i know that i'm not ready for a relantionship. b/c unlike others i'm gonna deal with this shit first and then attempt to open up again. i will not make the same mistake others did with me. im not gonna go around pretending to feel something i dont. and to end up hurting someone. i dont think so. karma baby. its real!
back to shawn. it was really sweet what he did. he had roses and a poem. the whole 9 yards! it felt good knowing that at least someone is thinking about me. unfortunately i dont see him like that. he's too good of a friend. i would never want to lose our friendship.

i want to buy an old fashion scale!
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