I kind of wish there was a 'Reset' button for life. I really do. Its the same song and dance, and this post is going to be full of sentences that begin with the letter 'I', so there's your warning
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Aw, I'm sorry. I was just about to say the same thing as tinykat. Going back to school may be really helpful and good for you. If there's something you know you'd like to do as a career, browse around for schools that can help you get there. If you're not sure, you can always go to a community college and take classes in different areas. Who knows, you may discover something new that you love!
I really do hope things get better for you. *virtual hug*
Girl, you have no idea. I feel the exact same thing all the time. I'm kind of coming out the other side but not really. At this point I really just say I hope I do eat myself to death. Why the hell not, I've screwed everything else up.
*hugs* I'm sorry you're feeling so bad about yourself at the moment. But that's the key there, you're feeling like a failure, but that doesn't mean you are one. And that the feeling too will pass. Try to make small changes, do little things that make you feel happy, make you feel better about yourself. Thinking about career/school choices might be one of them. Hang in there darling.
*huggles* You're not alone. I have so much guilt from not being able to work it's unreal. I feel like I contribute NOTHING to life though my husband assures me daily that being a mother is a huge job in itself. I still feel like I'm a lazy, fat, good-for-nothing drain. I'm not here to expound on my own issues though. Just know you're not alone.
Others have offered some good suggestions but I know how hard it can be to find the motivation to just DO it. Online coursework might be just the thing, though if you really do want to be more social, a brick and mortar college might be better.
Concentrate on the fun you had. I'm so jealous that you were able to go, btw! I want pumpkin juice and butterbeer! Who the fuck cares what other people think. This is what I am desperately training myself to think. It only matters what *I* think. I'm going to Disneyland in October and fucked if I won't go on all the rides I want!
I tend to not comment on Real life things when it comes to people I know but don't really know, but you said some things that I can completely relate to
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I really do hope things get better for you. *virtual hug*
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Just letting you know, you aren't alone!
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Others have offered some good suggestions but I know how hard it can be to find the motivation to just DO it. Online coursework might be just the thing, though if you really do want to be more social, a brick and mortar college might be better.
Concentrate on the fun you had. I'm so jealous that you were able to go, btw! I want pumpkin juice and butterbeer! Who the fuck cares what other people think. This is what I am desperately training myself to think. It only matters what *I* think. I'm going to Disneyland in October and fucked if I won't go on all the rides I want!
*extra super mega huggles*
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