sing me anything...
so we're ok now.
we fight..but its never for too long.
i feel like all i post about or have is all about the fights we go through...
not the love we have.
which is possibly the most beautiful, amazing, just..undescribable love i can think of..
one day he was somewhere and i was stuck home so he signed on real quick just to say
"you mean the world to me"
and then he was gone. left me smiling and wanting more from him.
he's given me so much. he's my reason to wake up, to breathe, to be alive.
he is my everything and thats all there is to it.
did i mention-he's giving up his full-ride scholarship to move here just to be with me?
who on earth would do that??
he has it all..friends, good times, great college, he has everything anyone could think of in missouri..and he's giving it all up to be with me..
even after the bullshit we go through.
i love him so much.
so so much.
i couldnt even begin to try to explain what my heart and soul and body feels for this boy.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
worked all fucking yesterday and today.
work sucks and it makes me blerk.
but i did get some new socks, a slinky lobster, 2 skirts, 6 cds and some other things..
i still want to do restraunt work though.
went to a hot show yesterday-saw some knid i havent in awhile. met a new person named megan-she was super sweet. we were both under the impression that the other was about 20 or so..NOPE! both 17! :)
minutes too far was great, bristol park, roustabouts, and dating a minor-had a super fucking short set which was sad.
well im going to eat im fucking starving.
<3ash
and someday soon-at that perfect moment-someone will be ruined and you will all know..
we fight..but its never for too long.
i feel like all i post about or have is all about the fights we go through...
not the love we have.
which is possibly the most beautiful, amazing, just..undescribable love i can think of..
one day he was somewhere and i was stuck home so he signed on real quick just to say
"you mean the world to me"
and then he was gone. left me smiling and wanting more from him.
he's given me so much. he's my reason to wake up, to breathe, to be alive.
he is my everything and thats all there is to it.
did i mention-he's giving up his full-ride scholarship to move here just to be with me?
who on earth would do that??
he has it all..friends, good times, great college, he has everything anyone could think of in missouri..and he's giving it all up to be with me..
even after the bullshit we go through.
i love him so much.
so so much.
i couldnt even begin to try to explain what my heart and soul and body feels for this boy.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
worked all fucking yesterday and today.
work sucks and it makes me blerk.
but i did get some new socks, a slinky lobster, 2 skirts, 6 cds and some other things..
i still want to do restraunt work though.
went to a hot show yesterday-saw some knid i havent in awhile. met a new person named megan-she was super sweet. we were both under the impression that the other was about 20 or so..NOPE! both 17! :)
minutes too far was great, bristol park, roustabouts, and dating a minor-had a super fucking short set which was sad.
well im going to eat im fucking starving.
<3ash
and someday soon-at that perfect moment-someone will be ruined and you will all know..