add xheyxlovex
and comment. and ill add ya. <33

i dont care if you read
watch
lurk
or whatever.

if you read this please comment.
otherwise im deleteing EVERYONE!
and ill probably get a new journal
and wish you all luck finding it.

i want to start updating and posting more pictures
but i want to know who reads first...

<3ash

Love ridden, I've looked at you
With the focus I gave to my birthday candles
I've wished on the lidded blue flames
Under your brow
And baby, I wished for you
Nobody sees when you are lying in your bed
And I wanna crawl in with you
But I cry instead
I want your warm, but it will only make
Me colder when it's over

i make him want to pull his hair out ( Read more... )

Too Beautiful For Words ( Read more... )

i watch people ( Read more... )

dont believe in me, dont believe in me, cause i will let you down ( Read more... )

so ive been extremely sad the past couple days ( Read more... )

maybe i should learn to handle change better..
i just want him to stay sxe though..
*holding back the tears*
he thinks im strong enough to get better by myself.
but i cant do it alone..i cant...i cant..
its eating me away my desire..i lied to him..
i do need it..i want it sooooo bad ( Read more... )

someone please order this shirt for me..

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