Days of My Life
Yeah, I know I'm corny.
I've kinda given thought to my LJ and why I usually NEVER post on it. I think it's because no one reads it. I don't necassarily know that for sure, I just assume by the lack of comments. Maybe my LJ isn't worth comments or anything else like that. That's probably why I stopped posting on here. That and I'm not too much of a daily blogger. I can blog once and while, but not like, every freg'n day. I'd have nothing to talk about.
Today.... Was a day of ups and downs. Ah fuck, today just sucked in general. Giving the fact that it's Sunday is bad enough. Especially since tomorrow is Monday. I don't like Mondays. Not at all. I mean, would you like them if you had 5 classes? Seriously, it just felt like Monday not too long ago, like yesterday, and now it's Monday again. I'm not looking forward to my Horn lesson. I mean, the professor's cool, but he sometimes gets on my nerves. I know how to live my own life. I'm not 5. Aiyah...
The other spectacular fact of today was that I went to see my father and his.... fiancee. And I was not given even TWO WORDS BY EITHER OF THEM! I can understand he was upset by me cuz I was a bit snippy to him a few weeks ago. But noooo, he has to give me the freaking silent treatment. No greetings or asking of how I am. It's like I didn't even exist as someone of importance in his eyes. He wants me to come and see him, but then he totally just blows me off. That hurt. But if he doesn't want to talk to me, then I don't want to talk to him. It's as simple as that. I don't need any of the kinda crap, especially right now. I have enough stress as it is. I don't want to be emotionally crippled by him either.
Aiyah.... life sucks! Can I EVER get a chance? You know, without it biting me back in the ass.
I've kinda given thought to my LJ and why I usually NEVER post on it. I think it's because no one reads it. I don't necassarily know that for sure, I just assume by the lack of comments. Maybe my LJ isn't worth comments or anything else like that. That's probably why I stopped posting on here. That and I'm not too much of a daily blogger. I can blog once and while, but not like, every freg'n day. I'd have nothing to talk about.
Today.... Was a day of ups and downs. Ah fuck, today just sucked in general. Giving the fact that it's Sunday is bad enough. Especially since tomorrow is Monday. I don't like Mondays. Not at all. I mean, would you like them if you had 5 classes? Seriously, it just felt like Monday not too long ago, like yesterday, and now it's Monday again. I'm not looking forward to my Horn lesson. I mean, the professor's cool, but he sometimes gets on my nerves. I know how to live my own life. I'm not 5. Aiyah...
The other spectacular fact of today was that I went to see my father and his.... fiancee. And I was not given even TWO WORDS BY EITHER OF THEM! I can understand he was upset by me cuz I was a bit snippy to him a few weeks ago. But noooo, he has to give me the freaking silent treatment. No greetings or asking of how I am. It's like I didn't even exist as someone of importance in his eyes. He wants me to come and see him, but then he totally just blows me off. That hurt. But if he doesn't want to talk to me, then I don't want to talk to him. It's as simple as that. I don't need any of the kinda crap, especially right now. I have enough stress as it is. I don't want to be emotionally crippled by him either.
Aiyah.... life sucks! Can I EVER get a chance? You know, without it biting me back in the ass.